* JAE EUN'S POV *
" what was that about ? " Yoongi calmly asked me , restraining me to move by gripping onto my wrist .. very tightly .
" he's just a friend . I don't have feelings for him " i replied , my voice shook .
" ya ok , sure . I better not see that again or something will happen . Understood ? " Yoongi said , noting the sarcasm .
" s-sorry .. i-it wont-t happen again " i mumbled nervously . He shot me a look .
" it better not " he yelled , loosening his grip to raise his hand .
" .. no .. please .. i'm sorry ... really ! please don't become an abusive person-n " i started tearing up and sniffling .
" DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO JAE EUN ! " he raised his voice and gave me a tight slap across my face . I fell to the ground , my hand holding the area he just slapped . I started crying but i tried my best to muffle the crying . He started breathing heavily and peeked down at me .
" J-Jae ... i-i'm s-so s-sorry " he apologised , wiping away my tears .
" i didn't know what i was doing ... something came over me ... im so sorry baby ... " he hugged me tightly , petting the back of my head .. he whispered how sorry he was and at the same time , romantic and funny things trying to stop me from crying . But i didn't . The fact that Yoongi was really mad at me already made me want to burst out tears . In addition , he slapped me really hard leaving his hand imprints on my right cheek . I couldn't stop crying . i couldn't . It was too upsetting to me . Footsteps were heard and i quickly wiped away my tears and forced myself to stop sniffling . Yoongi kept hugging me , kissing me on my forehead that made me smile a little .
" im so sorry Jae . It wont happen again ok ? i promise " he promised , with a shaky voice .
" im okay . I forgive you . Just dont do that again . It frightens me " I whispered to his ear and he nodded .
Just then , the door flew open revealing Taehyung and Hoseok panting with sweat all over . Taehyung looked at me , then at Yoongi . " what happened ? " he asked , making his way towards me . Yoongi looked at me with worry in his eyes . " oh , nothing . I just fell from a jumpscare . You know , I watched a movie with Yoongi " I replied , smiling . Yoongi was relieved and nodded . " mhm .. ok " Taehyung said , heading towards the washroom . Hoseok followed . Jin just randomly appeared in our room that frightened Yoongi and I .
" we'll be leaving Dubai in two days ... start packing . I'll tell you the plan tomorrow , ok ? goodnight .. " Jin said , faking a sniffle and left .
I giggled . Yoongi stood up and offered his hand to help me to stand . I got a hold of his hand but my legs wouldn't budge . fuck ... my legs fell asleep ...
Yoongi saw that i was looking at my legs , making a 'tsk' sound . He carried me bridal style to our bed that we shared . When i was in his arms , i couldn't help to fall asleep in his warm embrace . After everything that had happened , i didn't really mind any of that . My way of living is living in the moment .
* YOONGI'S POV *
I laid her down on our bed . She was already fast asleep . I plopped myself next to her . I felt guilty for slapping her and making her cry . I didn't mean to . I hate having anger issues because it just fucks up my emotions , leading to me hurting someone i don't want to . I just really hated myself for that . All of that went away when Taehyung introduced us to Jae Eun . She was beautiful , talented , smart and everything that i loved . She was a full package . And i can't believe i hurt my angel . My one and only happiness . I felt guilty lying next to her . I didnt feel like myself . I really didnt . Suddenly , I felt something warm on my chest . When I looked down , It was Jae's hand on my chest . I was wondering what the fuck she was dreaming about to be touching my chest . But I felt satisfaction from it . She somehow satisfied me . I wrapped my hand around her waist , pulling her closer to me . I pecked her forehead . I love you Jagi ... Don't leave me ... Please , you're my #1 happiness . You're the only thing that can control me and make me happy . Please Jae Eun ... never leave me . I'll never try to hurt you again babe ..
~ time skip ~
I woke up to the sound of Jae groaning . She groaned really loud for some reason . Probably because of last night . It was so tiring . I jumped out of bed and quickly showered and changed into a plain red hoodie and baggy jeans . Jae was wearing the same thing . We accidentally bought matching outfits which was weird . I mean i know we have the same fashion taste but i never thought of it like this . Hoseok and Taehyung were already up and eating breakfast . Jin told us to order room service today to save money . It's more like " you're spending the same amount of money on room service " . After we finished breakfast , all four of us went to the lobby . Everyone was there already . We left to a really nice swimming pool area . It was filled with waterfalls , rocks ... it was somewhat similar to Hawaii . I really liked the scenery . I could tell Jae liked it too on how she was jumping and smiling all the way to our spot .She was so cute , I couldn't resist but to kiss her cheek when she was happily smiling and wrapping her arms around mine . She smiled even more after i kissed her . I sensed someone staring at us but i didn't let that affect me . Jae pushed me into the pool .
" JAE !! " i yelled but in the end i laughed because of her adorable way of laughing .
She was about to walk away but I sneaked up behind her and pulled her in . She shrieked but then started laughing again once she realized that i pulled her in . She started to splashing the water to me . I pouted , trying to do aegyo to convince her to stop . Eventually she stopped when she saw me attempting aegyo . She laughed even louder than before , attracting the rest of the guys that were putting on sun block or just relaxing to look in our , well my , direction . They all started to laugh at me . I took the chance to splash Jae back . Then , a splashing war happened . Nobody won because we couldn't stop laughing . Jungkook eventually came in the pool , chilling at the side . Jae and I was still laughing . Jae realized Jungkook was there and waved to him and giving him big warm smile . I waved at him too . He then swam to us and stood next to Jae , resting his chin on her shoulder . My blood boiled but I tried my best to calm myself down . Jae pushed Jungkook's head off her shoulder after seeing that i was taking deep breaths . I smiled to myself . I'm glad you knew ...
We spent the rest of the day shopping , swimming and more . Like cycling again , and we also went to a carnival . The day ended on a happy note . I pulled Jae Eun close to me the whole way back to the hotel . We helped each other pack our stuff . The trip to Dubai was amazing . Except those times i couldn't control myself . I still didn't forgive myself . I promised myself that i will learn to control my anger . Maybe try out counselling ? Dont know ...
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A/N :
YO !! so i hope you liked this chapter :)) I won't be updating much because I have to focus on school and such . I hope ya'll understand !! I'll try to update every weekend but um .. maybe not ? ok .. so uh see ya ? BYE ! LOVE YOU GUYS !! <3
