PLEASE READ AUTHOR'S NOTE IN THE END !!
* YOONGI'S POV *
UGHH !!!!! WHY DID I GET DRUNK THAT NIGHT ?! WHY DID JUNGKOOK BRING ME TO THE BARR ?! BECAUSE I WAS STRESSED THAT JAE WAS OVERSEAS FOR A FUCKING YEAR !!! GAH I HATE MYSELF GREAT NOW SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO ME .
i tried calling her , but no answers .
i texted her my explanation , she read it but no reply yet . My phone ringed , noting Jae replied .
Jae <3
look , Jae , i didn't mean it . I was stressed you were overseas for a year , Jungkook brought me out to the bar to relieve stress . I ended up getting really drunk , and i didn't notice what i was doing . I promise , we just held hands , that's it . Baby , please ... I need you in my life ...
sure .. getting drunk is no excuse Yoongi , let's just stay friends ..
Jae , please ..
it's complicated , we were once a couple , but not anymore , i think i found someone :)
i guess , it's best you're happy , then suffer with me , i understand , but just remember , i'll always be there if you need me Jae ...
Sure , Yoongi . Thanks for understanding :D
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Tears uncontrollably fell , I kept punching the wall , hurting my fist . No matter how painful it was , i continued . I couldn't handle seeing her with someone else , other than me .
I screamed , yelled , cried for the next week or so , still couldn't get over her . My nights were sleepless , her messages , kept ringing over and over in my mind .
" Jae ... i miss you , i'm sorry " i mumbled to myself .
I wondered , day and night , who is that mysterious person that she has fallen in love with .
Is it someone i know ?
How long has she been feeling this way about him ?
Questions just raced through , but no answers ...
come back to me Jae ..
* JAE EUN'S POV *
My heart , my feelings , they were all falling for Jaebum . Yoongi's incident , i .. we are friends . I hope he finds someone else .
I laid in my bed , thinking about Jaebum .. his image , his voice , his humor , everything of his , were unforgettable .
" jAE !!! someone's here to see youuu !! " Ara yelled from across the room .
I jumped out of bed and walked to the door . Ara and Mandy were giggling , i thought it was all a joke . Once they opened the door , it revealed , the man of my dreams .
He was holding a bouquet of flowers , i could see a card peering out . My face burnt up , my cheeks turned red , my heart was beating so fast , I was nervous .
" Jae .. " he said , in his manly voice , i fucking loved , " can we talk ? "
I nodded , stepping out of my dorm .
Mandy and Ara shut the door , i could still hear their giggling .
" i know , we met only at the fanmeet , but once i saw you , my life brightened . You only , made me smile , you helped me go through my negativity . Just thinking about you , makes me nervous , smiley . My friends , would always tease me , and would advise me to go for it . Taking their words , here i am right now "
