[seventeen teen teen!!!]
*JAE EUN'S POV*
He dragged me into his dorm. He locked the door shut. "Jae Eun.. " He whispered, "i'm sorry. For everything. From the start, I loved you dearly. I've always wanted to be with you".
I looked at him, tears threatening to fall. Recalling what he's done to me, I wanted to forgive him at that very moment, but I couldn't. Everything stopped me. I slowly walked up to him and placed my chin on his shoulder. I allowed my tears to fall on him, I didn't know what to do. He wrapped his hands around me, comforting me. My heart pounded faster, I never felt like this with Yoongi. I knew who it was going to be. I was sure it was the man I am currently standing with. My hands moved slowly around his waist, hugging him. More tears fell, I wanted this. My heart wanted him.
"Jaebum-ah.." I crooked.
"Hm?" he answered, placing his chin on my head.
"I love you" I said softly, getting a peck on the head from him in return.
"I love you too, Jae Eun-ah" he smiled sweetly.
We stayed in that position for as long as I could imagine. I didn't want to let go of his grip, ever. "Promise me one thing, Jaebum" "Anything" "Change. Change your ways. For me" "As you wish baby"
I pulled away from him and tiptoed to give him a kiss. He lowered his head and gave me a long passionate kiss which I long awaited. I smiled during the kiss, feeling satisfied and happy with my decision. All that was left in my mind was, how am i going to break it to Yoongi? I panicked, my heart banged my chest, i was nervous, scared, terrified.
"Baby?" Jaebum said, pulling away from the kiss. "Y-Yes?" I stuttered. "What's wrong?" He asked, worry splashed his face. "I-I don't know-w"
Jaebum carried me to the bed. He laid me down gently and walked out of the room. My mind rushed with horrible scenarios which could happen to me when i break it to Yoongi. Jaebum entered the room with a cup of tea in his hand. "Here". I took the cup of tea with my shaking hands. I lifted up to my lips. My hands wouldn't stop shaking. Jaebum held the cup to support it. I took a quick sip and placed it on my lap. "Tell me what's wrong."
"Y-Yoongi, h-how am i-i going t-to t-tell h-him?" I blurted out. "Everything's fine, Jae. Don't worry about him ok? I'll take care of that," he replied with the purest smile i've seen. "J-Just don't hurt h-him," I warned with my shaky voice. "I won't, promise."
My eyelids were heavy, my mind was totally blank. The last feeling i felt before i took off the dreamland was a wet kiss on my cheek. My lips curved into a smile.
*JAEBUM'S POV*
I gave her a wet kiss on her cheek. I place her hand which was on my lap on hers.
I went to his hotel. "Where is this dude?!" My anger built up inside. But i remembered Jae Eun's words. I relaxed my tensed up body. I dialed in Yoongi's number which i copied off Jae's phone. "Hello?" The other line greeted like he had just awoke. "Which hotel room are you in?" I asked immediately. "Uh, who are you?" He asked uncomfortably. "I'm Jae's boy- , It's JB. I need to talk to you. Don't worry i won't hurt you, promise." "Okay, i'll get you." I hung up. I waited, tapping my feet on the ground. "Hey," a familiar male voice called, I whipped around and saw Yoongi standing in front of me in his navy blue hoodie. "C'mon," he led me to his room.
His room was simple. Light blue paint splashed on the walls. There were two single beds on each side of the room and a shared side table. There was even a small kitchen and a balcony to relax on. I spotted a small brown couch and plopped myself on it. Yoongi came with two cups of coffee. "So, why're you here?" He asked, sipping his cup of coffee. "Look Yoongi-" I was cut off by the ringtone of my phone. I excused myself to the balcony to answer the call. "JAEBUM! WHERE ARE YOU!" Jinyoung shouted. "Yah! Chill! I'm at Yoong's. Why?" I asked, a little bit worried.
I went back to sit on the brown couch. Yoongi was watching television. I faked a cough to get his attention. "Ah, so, as you were saying?" He smiled. That was the first i saw him smile..
"Um, can that wait? I mean i would like to get to know you a bit more.." I blurted out. "Uh, I guess.." he replied, scratching his head.
Minutes passed, and we got to know each other better. The doorbell rang. "I'll get that." He stood up and jogged to the door. As he opened the door, a wild Jae Eun barged in and ran in my direction. "JAEBUM!!" she yelled, jumping on me. "Yes, I'm here," i smiled. Yoongi's cough caught her attention. Her eyes widened. "Uh, you saw nothing!" she squeaked. Yoongi just gave off a very confused look. "Jae Eun, Yoongi, sit down. Us three need to talk," i tried to calm the atmosphere.
Jae Eun being the stubborn teenager she is, she just kept rambling about her innocence. "YAH! SIT DOWN!" i yelled. Jae Eun immediately sat on the floor, being obedient.
"Uh, so what do we need to talk about?" Yoongi asked, really confused.
"Yoongi-ah, you see, I really appreciate everything you've done for me but the thing is, the stupid action you did in the past keeps haunting me everyday, i can't take it.." Jae slowly explained, stammering every two words.
Yoongi's head lowered, he let out a loud sigh. "I understand. If you're happy, I am," he forced a smile.
*YOONGI'S POV*
"I understand. If you're happy, I am," I faked a smile, lowering my head trying to take this all in.
From the start, I kind of knew this was going to happen but never really took it literally. Now, the person i've loved since forver, has moved on. It was my turn to do the same. But how?
She walked in my direction. Visible tears gathered in her eyes. My emotions were everywhere. Everything in me was a mess. She stood a few inches in front of me, staring at me with gloomy eyes. My heart couldn't take this punishment. It ached so much, no words could explain it.
Time flew by us, no movement. My heart sank deeper. She stepped closer to me, her hands roamed behind my back. She hugged me tight. Her embrace.. Just her embrace made my heart jump.
Her sniffles were heard, her tears slowly fell. Why is she crying?
"I'll wait outside," Jaebum cooed, as he walked out.
"Why are you crying?" I asked, my voice nearly cracking due to my level of crying was currently taking over me. "I'll miss you, I promise I'll visit you and the others often once I'm back in Seoul."
That sentence, urged me to cry. I fought back my unworthy tears. "Take your time, we'll wait for you. Well I definitely will."
She pulled away from the hug. Her tears didn't stop streaming down her cheeks. "Stop crying," I wiped her tears away. A small smile formed on her face. "Thank you, Yoongi-yah."
"I better go, bye Yoongi!" She waved. "WAIT!" i stopped her. She twirled around gracefully as she took light footsteps to me. "Hm?" She replied with her beautiful angelic smile that i loved. I leaned in, catching her off guard. I kissed her, passionately. All my love for her was in that kiss. I could feel her struggling out of my grip. She wasn't returning the kiss...I bit her lower lip to get some attention. She squealed. As my grip loosened, she took the opportunity to free herself. With her superior strength, she pushed me off her. I fell on the floor, my bottom striking violently on the ground. "And I thought you changed.." Her last sentence to me. From that sentence, I was terrified she wouldn't visit me anymore... "Please, i'm sorry!" I apologized, bringing myself up, running to her. "Jae.." i cooed. "What." "Please promise me, you'll visit me and the other members.." "I will.."
She twisted the doorknob and walked out. Her angelic movements caused my heart to beat a hundred times faster. Even if she isn't physically with me, she is mentally.
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HEY! i'm so so sorry for not updating in super long. I was really busy with school and everything, i didn't have time. hOPEFULLY, I can finish this book byy June? I'm not sure when this book will be completed. But really though, i really truly apologize. My writing suck, but i try. Really, i do. Anyway, please please forgive me for my tardiness. I'll update Chapter 18 soon!! Pray i'll have time :') This chapter took me 3 days or so. Which is really unusual. I usually finish my chapters in a few hours :/ i'M REALLY REALLY SORRY ! 죄송합니다! MAAF! LO SIENTO! 抱歉! ごめんなさい!
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