Dead II Yoonmin

27

Yoongi's pov

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I decided my own death. I killed myself.

"I have no one to blame..." I mutter as I walk down the familiar block. I left Jooheon and Hansol after my death was revealed to me. 

I never thought that that was how I left the world of the living. I tried picturing my death millions of times while I was in that cemetery for two years yet being a heart donar was not one of them.

"Yoongi Hyung?"

I turn around to find Namjoon and Hoseok walking towards me. Hoseok releases the leash in his hands and Holly comes running towards me. I bend down to greet him.

"Hi." I smile at the pup in my hands as I pick her up. I greet my friends and we keep walking.

"Where were you guys going?" I ask them. Hoseok smiles,"To eat!"

I look at him funny. "We can't eat Hobi."

"Yes we can. Well I've never tried but I'm sure we can, if I can feel again then perhaps I can eat too!" He smiles brightly like the sun shining on his angelic face. I chuckle and ruffle his hair. That was when I recalled what Jooheon had said about him. 

"Hobi have you been seeing Heon?" 

Namjoon perks up at this, his head turns at the mention of the male's name. Hoseok rubs the back of his neck, clearly nervous to have all eyes on him. "Um...yeah we've been repainting the old mural. Do you remember it Hyung? It was one of my first memories to come back."

"You went to the mural?" Namjoon speaks before I can even come up with a responds. I nod my head. "Why?" he looks at us with a serious expression. We are no longer walking, Hoseok and I were side by side staring at Namjoon. 

"Why not...?" I ask slowly, my eyes flickering to Hoseok. Namjoon sighs and Hoseok wraps his arms around him to give him a hug. "Why not Joon?" 

"We promised not to go back there Hyung! You made us promise!" Namjoon exclaimed. Hoseok pulled away, a string of apologizes flowing out of his mouth. I put the pup back down on the floor and hand the leash to Hoseok. I walk in front of Namjoon and remove his hands from his face. 

"It's just a drawing Joon, what's the matter?"

He bit down on his bottom lip and looked anywhere but me. "Joon?" I insist. He sighs and looks to Hoseok before looking me in the eyes. "Hyung do you remember how you died?" 

I nod, "Jooheon broke it to me earlier. Joon it's fine okay? It's in the past, it's fine. Don't be upset at Hoseok for helping to repair it, let forget about it and go eat." 

Namjoon nodded, "Yes Hyung." 

"Good little dongsae." I grin and pat the top of his head. He rolls his eyes and moves me aside. Sure he isn't small and never has been been but imagination is a great thing. As we walked to the mysterious restaurant we listened to Hoseok's story about the dumpster cats. 

"It's like they were meowing at Holly! Or maybe they were trying to communicate with me!" Hoseok gasps and looks at both of us with his mouth wide open. Namjoon chuckles at him, I take hold of the opposite sides of his head and close his jaw shut. 

"Or maybe they just wanted to throw you food." I provide the most logical explanation as we walk into the ice cream parlor. Hoseok refuses my answer and continues to come up with illogical reasoning to the situation. 

Namjoon stops me from walking any further,"Hyung can you stay outside with Holly?". He points to a sign on the wall, a no dog sign. 

Magnificent.  

"Holly come." I pat my leg and Holly runs after me. I pick up the leash from the floor and direct her outside to where there are tables. I sit under the umbrella, I cannot risk any sunburns. 

It was a nice day out. I wonder if this was how it looked outside when I died, or maybe when Hoseok died. Or maybe Hansol or Jooheon. Or Mark's death day. I wouldn't have known though, I was cooped up on in a hospital. 

I snap out of my thoughts, Holly began barking crazily. I look in her direction and see Hoseok licking up the pink substance on his cone. He sat besides me and directed Namjoon across from us. 

"Here you go Hyung." Namjoon pushes a small cup with a spoon sticking from it in front of me. I lean in to peak at what's inside. "You shouldn't have wasted your money, I can't taste." I say yet I take the container into my hand. 

He shrugs, "Maybe not but perhaps it'll make you as happy as it did to him."

He was right, just maybe I'd look as happy as the twenty two year old smothering his face into his ice cream like he is ten. I picked up the spoon and scooped up some of the brow substance, chocolate I assume. I put it in my mouth and as expected, I taste nothing.

I felt it. 

"This is weird." Namjoon speaks up. I put down the cup and look to Hoseok who was bending down to let Holly have a lick. "How so?" I say unenthusiastically. I tried not to look as a face disgust comes onto Namjoon's face and a giggle from Hoseok.

"So how's Jin?" I try to change the subject. He turns back to me and smiles, "Good but there was something I've been meaning to talk to you about."

I wait for him to continue but he doesn't he looks down to Hoseok. "Hobi can you take Holly around the block. I think he needs to poo." Hoseok nods and does as told. In less than a second he disappears from our sight. 

"It's about him isn't it?" 

Namjoon nods and puts down his cup, "Jin got a hold of his police records."

"And?"

"His death is all written down."

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