Dead II Yoonmin

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Yoongi's pov.

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"And then he cried! Not even Jihoon who was smaller, can you believe it?!" 

The devil who I've learned to be my sister laughs obnoxiously. Everyone else joins, Jimin throws his head on my shoulder and giggles loudly. Jihoon slaps his thigh repetitively as he squeals, he isn't even laughing at this point. Jennie at the moment is my favorite, she's blank. 

"Alright! Alright! We get it with the stories!" I shout out and swing my limbs in the air. Chaerin rises from sofa diagonal to ours. "Jimin would you mind if I have some water?" 

Jimin perks up. "Of course not! Come one I'll get you some-"

"I've got it love." I smile at him and indicate for my sister to follow me. Under her breath she mutters the nickname I gave my lover with a snicker, man is she annoying. 

"Have you always been like this?" I ask her as I fill her cup with filtered water from the jar. She chuckles. "I'm your sister, it's my job." 

I roll my eyes and hold out her cup. Perhaps I should I ask her some questions. Before I can even formulate a word she sets down the cup and we return to the living room. There they laughed at some more embarrassing living stories of mine, none amusing to me really. Eventually it became late and she declared it was time they get going, including Jennie.

"I think the girls will be happy to see you." She says as she extends her hand out to the corpse. Jennie doesn't question it but she rises, she pulls Jimin aside. I'm unsure about what they're talking about since she whispers but it doesn't worry me, Jimin's sweet smile plays at his lips. 

They all said their goodbyes. I told Jimin I'd walk them down since he was clearly tired. I ride down in the elevator with Jihoon at my side, he was grinning.

"Why so happy baby Min?" I ask. 

"Baby Min."

He's so small. My little brother's so tiny, his little hands are the size of my thumb! Chaerin pushes me aside. She's always so pushy just because she's older, it's not fair!

"Look little Min, isn't he cute? The Min trilogy is complete. We've got big Min, Little Min, and baby Min." 

"The Min trilogy is complete. We've got big Min, Little Min, and baby Min all together again. Isn't it great Hoonie?." Chaerin says as the elevator opens. I stay frozen in place, it's happened again. The flashbacks are back. Unlike the rest this one was pleasurable I saw Jihoon as a baby...and Chaerin as a young girl.  

"Noona can I speak with you?" I ask her once we've stopped in front of her car. She agreed so I said goodbye to Jennie who expressed her gratitude towards Jimin and I. She promised to see me again in the future and I agreed to doing the same. Jihoon hugged me tightly, he swayed as back and forth.

"You called me baby Min Hyung." He says happily  into my ear before pulling away. "Bye." He waves and opens the door to the big vehicle. I wait for him to close it shut to turn to my sister. 

"What did you want to talk about squirt?" 

"How the hell did you know my nickname from the cemetery?" I raise a brow and cross my hands. I may be dead but didn't forget so easily. 

"Why do you think?" 

I pondered on the question briefly. I don't have time for this. "I don't fucking know, you better tell me. I've got so much shit going on and you're the only one who can answer me. Now tell me how did you know I'm known as a grim reaper Chaerin." 

She looked to side the for a second before staring into my lifeless eyes. "The same reason I knew you would crawl back up from your grave."

"How?"

She looked back to the car again. "How about we discuss this some other time. It's getting dark and I need to get Jennie back home-"

"No I want your explanation now." I say harshly. She sighs. 

"Do you remember Jiyoon?" 

I squinted my eyes. How in the world does she know Jiyoon? I barely knew the woman and we lived in a community of maybe thirty. 

"She was my friend in school." Chaerin says. "I couldn't make it to her funeral so I went the day after and...I saw her up. I went to see her after that. The last time I saw her was before you died, she promised to watch over you. I went back to see her last summer I visited, you no where near by and so she told me about you."

Yoongi did remember the woman being there when he'd been fresh from escape, she was there to calm him while the other boys yelled at him to get his fuss over with. She'd told him his name and then she'd observe from far, never interacting with him for too long.

"The why didn't you come get me out..." I stare into her eyes, something tugs at my chest. Sadness... perhaps? I don't know but I don't like it. I want it to go away and never come back. 

"I couldn't Agust-"

"Don't call me that!" I snap. "Tell me why didn't you come get me out of there! Do you have any idea how scared I was!?" I scream at her. I have every right to. She knew about me and she let me rot in there for two fucking years! Now she appears like nothing?

"Yoongi I couldn't." Her voice cracks, tear tickled the corner of her eyes. "I couldn't-"

"Yes you could have!" I feel some trickle down my own face. I quickly wipe it away. 

"No I really couldn't have."

"Why the fuck not?!"

"Because you don't have a heart! How could you reappear with a missing heart?!" 

I wipe my nose on my forearm to rid of the tears that had trickled there. "So what?! You could have hid me Chae! You could have saved me!" 

She shakes her head and she sobs harder. "I couldn't..." She mutters. She tries to hug me but I don't let her. How can she try to show affection knowing that she left me to rot in a graveyard with thirty other corpses? I could have been there my entire life if it wasn't for Jimin. 

"I don't want to see you anymore." I say to her. Her face falls even more but quickly she recovers. She sniffs and wipes her nose with her forearm. 

"Not right now at least." I continue. "I want to know where my heart is and you're going to tell me." 

She nods and tries to hug me again but I turn around. I run past my shared apartment with my lover. I continue down the street, heading somewhere much further from her. 

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Things will clear up I PROMISE

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