Dead II Yoonmin

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Jimin's pov.

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"Baby what's wrong?" I try to move his face from my chest so that he'd face me but he wouldn't budge. "Yoongi?" I shake him but he wouldn't let me go. He sobs just get louder and he screams into my shirt.

"Yoongi!" I pat his back and keep trying to pry him off me. His grasp was too strong and it's becoming hard to breath. If he could breath that would have been a problem for him too.

"I did it Jimin. It was me."

He what? With a great push I pry him away from me and hold his wet cheeks in both my hands. It was dark but yet I could see his sad features, feel the tears on his face.

"What did you do?"

"I fucking killed him! It's my fault Hoseok ended up in that graveyard with me!"

I froze. I didn't know what to say. I just let him cry out his unbeating heart into my chest like there was no tomorrow.

"Jimin I-I killed h-him. He-"

"N-No yo-you didn't."

Every ounce in body hoped that what I said was true. I don't want to believe I've been lying in bed with a murder. I won't believe it because I know I haven't, I can't have.

"B-But if I h-hadn't he he would b-be a-alive! He wouldn't have rot with me in there!"

"No!" I scream and push him away. He stared at me with his wide teary eyes before he breaks down again. He sits on the edge of the bed as he tries to keep it together but I know he can't.

"Baby what did you do?" I ask softly after sometime passed. I crawl behind him and wrap my arms around his trembling ones.

"Yoongi please tell me. I'll love you no matter what you did or didn't do but please. I can't stand to look at you like this."

I grab his face and slowly turn it towards me, his body mimics the action. Eventually he sitting back  completelyon the bed again and his face is in my hands.

"Tell me please." I whisper as I wipe away the tears on his face. He nods slightly but stay silent for a few seconds.

"Namjoon found his records, police records. Everything he's done is in there but Joon didn't tell me about those...just the last one...."

He stayed silent again so I had to ask him again. "What was the last one?"

"He...committed scuide. He threw himself off a bridge. He fell into the water and that's where he drowned..."

"That's not your fault Yoongi. He made that decision on his own." I whisper to him. This was Hoseok decision not his, he shouldn't have to feel the guilt for actions that weren't his.

"It could be. On the paper the posible motives  was me. I died not too long ago so he was very sad according to his mother... he wanted to be with his boyfriend again... Hoseok loved me so much he died for me..."

I didn't say anything this time. I just pulled him into my embrace and held him close to me. He wasn't crying anymore but that didn't stop my own tears from falling. I could see why he would blame himself but he really wasn't at fault.