From Tokyo with Love

Chapter 13 - tell me how you feel

- Chapter 13 -

~ Ryuu P.O.V ~

I throw my bag to the side and throw myself to the coach in my room. My mind keep playing the ferris wheel scene...the scene when we kissed. I still can taste her lips. I close my eyes and savour the moment. I feel my phone vibrated in my pocket. I ignore it for a while but then it vibrate again. I see there's messages.

Fr : Gackt

How's our deal ? i like her more than before, and this is my last warning. If you not answer me, i take it as a yes for me to go for her.

I almost throw my phone after reading his message. I can't let him have her, but i'm not sure about this as well. I need more time.

To : Gackt

Screw you. don't ever think to lay a finger on her.

That's the 5th message that i write. i was in dillema about how to answer him, i keep writing and erase the message. In the end i just telling him that.

Fr : Gackt

Is that mean you want her? or you just protecting her? i need absolute answer, not ambigue answer.

To : Gackt

That's my answer for now. i warn you and you know what happen when you not listen to me.

I still can't give him exact answer. After i repled him, i throw my phone to the bed and start undress. I need cold shower ro calm myself and clear my thought. The phone vibrate again, but i ignore it. probably it's him again.

~ Fye P.O.V ~

 What a day...i can't stop thinking about the kiss. When i think about it, my heart always jump. I keep touching my lips and biting my own lips. I still can taste his lips and his cologne still lingering in my nose. Why he did that? doesn't he hate me? but then why he kissed me? i don't understand. Maybe it's a mistake? i hope it's not a mistake, that was my first kiss ! and i don't want my first kiss only a mistake !

I realize, he took my first kiss ! I lost it to someone that hate me. Oh Fye, what did you think back then ! I keep thinking hard, why i fell for that. The more i think the more i can't find any reason to reject. It was perfect moment, and he didn't seems like he's playing with it ( i hope so ), aarrgghhh..it's annoy me that his face always appear in my mind.

I heard knock on my door, i'm too lazy to open.

"Who?" i shout

"It's me." Nels answer

"Come in."

"Are you okay dear?" he asked me first before entering my room. i sit on my bed and nodded then he walk in and sit beside me.

"I'm sorry Fye, i'm not a good brother. Since you come, i'm very busy, i neglect you so many times, and today because i can't take care of you i let those thing happened."

He was very sad and vunerable. He feel so guilty about what happened earlier. I hug him and he pat my head.

"I'm a big girl now brother. It's not your fault and i don't blame you at all. It's more like my fault. I was depend on you too much and always make you worry wrat. I'm sorry."

He shake his head and smile to me. I am really glad i have him as my brother. He always know how to comfort me and protect me. I need to show him that i'm a big girl, he don't need to worried too much about me.  I can take care myself and i want him to be happy.