12~ Not sure.~

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WARNING: THE MEANING OF THE SENTENCES IN FOREIGN LANGUAGES IS AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER.
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«But...I'm not sure about it..» I said, after I told everything to Alex. «I...don't know what to do.. I've never had a boyfriend.»
«Better if you don't.»
«Alex!!»
«Okay okay sorry...»
«You're overprotective. Stop.» I punched him on his arm.
«OWWW»
«I didn't even punch hard.»
«My little sis hurt meee»
«Oh no he's starting...» I muttered to myself.
He grabbed my shoulders and pulled close to him, then he gazed into my eyes.
«Make sure you tell me when you don't feel okay. And if you need help with Gilbert, just come to me. You can count on me.»
«Like 1,2,3?»
«Oh god, no. But....even though I don't like him that much...I'll try to help you.»
«Thank you..»

It was already winter, not too far from the Christmas holidays. That morning was snowing, though I went to school normally, until I arrived in the school's garden. Someone hit me in the head with a snowball, so I turned to see three guys laughing. I was tired of this shit: I closed my fist and started walking to them.
«Hallo, schön! Oh, nein, sorry, ich war falsch...»
While I was walking to them, Gilbert suddenly came out of nowhere.
«Hey,blödes arschloch!»
I could hear the guys muttering to each other something like "er kam", and they started walking away.
«Gilbert... I can protect me by myself.»
«But they were mocking you..»
«Don't worry.» I smiled.
«Okay but...call me if you need help. The awesome me can help you at any moment!»
«Oh nooo!Not agaaain!»I gently hit him on the arm and he smiled.

We walked to our classroom and entered, where Nicole and Marie stopped me.
«You go on.» said Nicole to Gilbert «we have to talk between girls.»
«Oh..okay.»
Gilbert went to sit down close to the window and Alyssa and Marie came closer to me.
«Sooo you like him, don't you?»
«Nicole, Marie, I don't want to gossip with you..»
«No,no! Don't worry (Y/N), we just want to be your friends and help you!»
«Well it's...it's not like I like him...»
«Owwh noo..»
«O-or maybe yes...»
«Owwh yes»
«Or maybe I'm just grateful to him since he's the first one who talked to me when i got here..»
«Owwh no...»
«Or maybe we're just best-»
«(Y/N) listen! We're gonna make you to become a couple.»
«Ja, wir es tun werden.» said Marie
«W-why?»
«Just...tell us when you're sure about how you feel about him»
«Okay...»
I went back to my seat where Gilbert was staring outside while snowflakes were slowly falling from the sky. As he heard me sitting ddown he turned his head to me and smiled.
«Looks like somebody got a couple friends here lately.»
«Kind of...but, what about you? Everyone says you're weird...doesn't it bother you?»
«The Awesome Me isn't bothered by these things»
«The Awesome You doesn't spend time with people that much..»
«Don't worry, don't worry...they're all just...afraid. I'll tell you one day why...But, I have my company.»
«Like the guy with green eyes?»
«You mean Antonio?»
«He has a nice butt.»
«W-wait, you mean mine isn't nice?»
«Hmmm...not suree~ »
«Then I'll show you» he said, smirking.
«H-hey, I was just joking, don't do it.»
He stared at me.
«What did they tell you?»
«N-nothing. Don't worry.»
«Please, tell me.»
«Really!»
He started tickling me and I couldn't help but laugh.
«Oh, so you're ticklish~»
«S-stop!»I said while laughing. A lot.
«Only if you tell me.»
«Just girl things.»
«Oh really?~ »
I hesitated for a moment.
«Gilbert...» I said « We're both on our..period..»
«Oh..oh sorry okay.» he giggled.
Suddenly the teacher entered the classroom, so everyone sat up properly.
Once our lessons finished we exited the school.
I said bye to Gilbert when Nicole stopped me while I was walking to the bus stop.
«Call me this afternoon, okay?»
I nodded. She was nice and I was really happy I could finally make a girl friend. Or better, two. I got on the bus and went home, where I busted in. Today, all my family was home, so as they heard me entering they all turned and stared at me.
«What's wrong?» said my father
«I made some friends!»
«That's aawesome,little sis.»
«Almost as much as Gilbert~» I giggled.
We sat together around the table, but the only one who was really happy was me. All my family had a sad face, and nobody was talking at all.
«What's going on here? Why's everyone so quiet?»
«Dear....something happened» said my mother, with a lightly trembling voice.
«Well, I understood that but...what?»
My father looked at me and spoke up.
«I went to the analysis this morning and they discovered that I have a problem at the heart... it's kind of hard to explain, but that's why I always felt so tired and I passed out often.»
«W-wasn't it because of your work?»
«I thought so at the beginning..»
«I...I'm not that hungry so...I'm skipping lunch...»
«Honey...» Said my mother.
I went upstairs and locked myself into my room. My father was going to die? No. That wasn't possible. I was both scared and mad.
I started thinking.
"We transferred here because of his work and now this? What are we going to do now? Will he survive? Please tell me he will...please tell me I can spend more time with my father."
Time passed as I stayed into my thoughts.
I remembered what Nicole told me so I rolled down from the bed and got my phone. I laid on the carpet and looked for her number. As I found it, I called her and put the phone close to my ear.
One..
Two..
Three..
Four..
Nothing, she didn't answer. I tried again.
One..
Two..
Three..
«H-hallo??» answered Nicole, panting.
«H-hey Nicole...»
«Oh it's you! Sorry, I was cleaning the house and I didn't hear the phone ringing..»
«You do the housework?»
«Well, yes. I live alone, my family moved from here last year, and since I didn't want to leave this place we decided they'll pay for me to leave in this house even though I'm all alone.»
«Oh, I-I didn't know..»
«What about you? What's that voice?»
«Uh...it's...just...family..»
«Don't worry, if you don't want to tell me just don't do it.» I could perfectly hear her panting while she was cleaning «Everyone has some secrets~ Pheewww I finally finished the bathroom.»
«I'm sorry for bothering you..»
«Aw come on, I work since I got home so you're giving me a chance to relax!»
«You need it..»
«Anyway, it really looks like Gilbert likes you a lot. What was that tickling game in class?»
«He wanted to know what you and Marie said to me so I just...told him we were on our period..»
«WHAAAT??» She laughed
«Hehe, I'm sorry..»
I really liked her. She was so full of energy and she always smiled. It looked like nothing could drag her down.
«Did he ever tell you something about how he feels?»
"Should I tell her...or not?"
«Umm...yes...he.. told me everything yesterday.»
«WOAAAH SO HE REALLY LIKES YOU! That's a good chance~ You just have to think about how you feel.»
«That's the problem...I don't know how I feel about him. I mean, I like him a lot as a friend but... I don't know if I can see him as my boyfriend or even just as my crush..»
«Let time pass without worrying about it too much, okay? Just ask yourself what do you feel like doing when you're close to him, and if you can't find an answer just tell me!»
«Sure...but enough talking about me. What about you? Do you have a boyfriend?»
«Me? Well, yes.» she seemed more cheerful than usual while she was saying it. «We live at 1.350 kilometers far from each other.»
«S-seriously? A long distance relationship?»
«Yes! We're together from 2 years and we saw each other a lot of times during winter and summer holidays.»
«So you're going to see him soon.»
She nodded.
«Both I and Jacob are happy about it. We're going to spend a lot of time together again, and we'll sleep together again~»
«You've already slept together?»
«Yes, but don't worry, we didn't have sexual activity during the night~ we just cuddled, kissed and fluffy things.»
«You really seem happy...I could not handle something like a long distance relationship..»
That's when I thought about Gilbert.
What if I liked him? What if we became a couple, my father felt better and my family wants to move back to my city? I was thinking too much.
«(Y/N)?»
«Huh?»
«Oh so you're still there. I was telling you I have to hang up, I still have a lot of work to do and such little time...»
«Oh, sorry, I was just thinking about a thing of mine..don't worry, go on and make sure to not overwork. Take care.»
«I will! But do the same, please. Bye~»
She hung up and I laid back on my bed. I felt so tired, my mind was so heavy. But all I could think about in that moment was my father. I was so damn terrified.

-GILBERT'S POV-

I didn't have to train that day, so I called Antonio. I asked him if he would've liked to go out and chill with me, I wasn't in the mood of staying home.
«So, I'm bringing Francis too, if it's okay» repeated Antonio
«Sure. Bye man, see ya later.»
«Yeah»
Francis was a friend of ours. He was a nice, sexy, weird french man, romantic. A lot.
I opened the wardrobe and picked a pair of jeans, a t-shirt and a sweater. I got undressed and wore them. They were so comfy, perfect to chill out with those crazy bastards. I got my phone, my keys and left, right after saying goodbye to my little brother Ludwig. I went to the park and sit on a bench, waiting for Antonio and Francis to arrive. I looked up at the sky: it was almost white, there were some clouds, so I thought it could snow later. I liked that weather, not too bright, not too dark. I closed my eyes for a couple minutes and felt hugged by a strong man.
«You haven't changed at all, have you, Francis?»
«Bonjour mon ami, comment ça va aujourd'hui?»
«Bien
He let go of me and sit close to me with Antonio.
«So you've got a girlfriend, am I wrong?»said Francis, hitting me on the shoulder.
«Yes,you are.»
«Wait, wasn't that your girlfriend yesterday? The one who came after you.»
«No, she's just..a friend. At the moment. And she said you have a nice butt.»
«Well...she's not the first one~» said Antonio, rubbing his hand on his head.
«Ulalà so you like her~ You have to make us meet, it would be the best giving you advice~» said Francis,moving closer to me.
«Knowing you, you could give her advice about sex.»
«That too,of course!»
«Why don't you call her?» proposed Antonio.
«Now?»
«Oui
«Oh..o..okay..»
I got my phone and called her.
I waited, but she didn't answer, so I called again. Nothing.
«What is it?»
«She isn't answering.»
«Don't worry mon ami, je suis sûr que elle est occupée
«I hope so..»
Just then, my phone rang: it was a message from (Y/N)
"I need to talk to you, Gilbert..I'll call you later. Not now."
They both looked at me, curious.
«It's her..»
«What does she say?» asked Antonio
«"I need to talk to you"»
«Aaah» moaned Francis «Ceci est grave. If a girl tells you "we need to talk", tu cours. Elle est en colère, ou elle a juste besoin d'un conseil. Oh ma chérie, what if she's sad?»
«Oh...I...» I sighed «I hope she's well.»

Author's space: -PLEASE READ BELOW
I'm backie with this story too, yay!
In this chapter I used some German (and Spanish) sentences, so for everyone who doesn't know the meanings, read below, ありがとう~

Hallo, schön! Oh, nein, sorry, ich war falsch. = Hi, beautiful! Oh, no, sorry, I was wrong.
Blödes arschloch. = Stupid asshole.
Er kam. = He came. (not that way eheh)
Ja, wir es tun werden. = Yes, we will do it.
Hallo. = Hi.
Bonjour mon ami, comment ça va aujourd'hui? = Good morning my friend, how are you today?
Bien. = Good/Fine.
Oui. =Yes.
Mon ami, je suis sùr que elle est occupée. = My friend, I am sure she's busy.
Ceci est grave. = This is serious.
Tu cours. = You run.
Elle est en colère. = She's mad.
Ou elle a juste besoin d'un conseil. = Or she just needs an advice.
Oh ma chérie. = Oh my sweetheart.

Long time I didn't speak, read or write in French. I miss studying languages at school.
And I also keep on trying to write long chapters hehe~
I hope you enjoyed this chapter and see you next time!
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