The Internet Friend (A Justin Blake Fanfiction)

Chapter Five: Oops...

I realize what I said, and look around the room, tears in everyone's eyes. I roll myself out of the room, crying because I felt so stupid for what I had just said. I wanted to die. I found a bathroom downstairs and hid. I heard a knock but I ignored it. "Lydia, it's me." Alex said, his voice cracking from crying. "I never told you this, and Justin kept this a secret, but he had bottom surgery. Two months ago. The family are the only ones that know. His top surgery is on the ninth. (AAaah I'm so excited😊) Of January." He explained through the door. I open the door and roll myself out.
"How come you never told me?" I asked, crossing my arms and cocking my head. "You realize my fantasies. I've told you." I laugh, trying to lighten the mood some. Alex barely smiles and looks at me.
"I just wanted to earn Danny's trust. I needed to. I'm sorry I never told you that. I love you, sis." Alex said, a small smile on his face, but not reaching his eyes.
"I'm so sorry Alex. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I promise I just got upset at Reagan and just took it out. On him mostly but you three were involved too. I'm so fucking sorry Alex." I said, crying and hugging him.
I wanted to go back, but didn't at the same time because I made everyone mad at me and I felt terrible. "I wanna talk to Justin. Alone." I said, pulling back and staying there, waiting for Alex to answer me.
"Why just him? You have people to talk to. People that you care about. More than anything. Just come back. Please Lydia." Alex said, slightly desperate.
'No, I wanna talk to Justin. I'll make amends with Reagan and Danny later. I just wanna talk to Justin and that's it. Understand?" I said, getting annoyed.
"Okay, okay I get it." Alex said, walking out and going to get Justin. I relax and stay there waiting. I wait and wait for what seemed like hours, because it was. By the time Justin and Alex got there, it was dark out. "What took you guys so damn long?!" I yelled, angry.
"Justin, why don't you tell her why we took so long?" Alex said, sass in his voice.
"Iwaswithanothergirl..." Justin spoke too fast and I couldn't understand him.
"What? I didn't understand a word you said, Justin." I said, confused.
"I was withshfbfibsndkheb." He was still not making any sense. I had a feeling what was going on, so I asked.
"Were you with someone else?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes. He looks at the floor, like a dog getting yelled at. But it wasn't cute anymore. "What the hell were you thinking?!" I screamed, and rolled off, angry. I go back to the hotel room, and find some random girl, fixing her makeup. It was Maidel. His ex. I broke down and went to go find Danny, seeing him in his room. "Danny, I need to talk to you. I'm sorry. I am I just was upset and not thinking when I said that. Please just talk to me." I said, crying a lot. Danny looked over at me, sympathy in his eyes.
"I'll go get some ice cream and we can binge watch anime. Sound good?" Danny asked, getting up and hugging me. I nodded and he helps me on the bed and grabs his laptop and opens Netflix.
"Choose what you want, it doesn't matter to me. I'll be right back." He said, putting it gently on my lap and walking out. I click on Fairy Tail and watch a couple episodes. Until Maidel walks in.
"Oh, hey sorry. I was just going to let Danny know I was leaving." She said, before walking out. I grab my phone from my pocket and message Reagan.

Me: hey where r u

Razzle: I'm at the new apartment setting stuff up, why?

Me: because I need you. Justin was with someone else...

Razzle: do I need to kill someone

Me: no, you don't. I just want you here. I wanna watch anime with you and Danny. Pleeeeeeeeaseeeee

Razzle: okay okay I'll be there soon. Jeez needy.

Me: okay that's unfair. I just found out my boyfriend cheated on me with some bitch and you're calling me needy? Wow what an awesome brother.

Razzle: hey I was just kidding around.

Me: I know I'm just giving you a hard time lol

Razzle: ugh see ya in a min it e omw

Me: okay BRING CHOCOLATE

Razzle: I will. Bye!

I smiled a bit and then just throw my phone. "God dammit why do I have to be so damn stupid?!" I scream, pissed at myself and Justin. Danny runs in, worry and a bit of fear in his eyes.
"Did Justin show up?" He asked, confused.
"Oh, no I'm just pissed right now that's all." I said, shrugging.
"Oh, okay. Where did M- the bitch go?" Danny asked, plopping beside me and handing me a whole tub of ice cream.
"She left. I don't wanna talk about it." I said, starting Fairy Tail back up.
"Tell me." He said, pausing the episode.
"No. I'm still sensitive and so I'm  not talking about it. And that's final." I said, playing the episode and crossing my arms.
"Hey bitches!!!" Alex yelled as he walked in, a bag full of something and oddly enough, a bag of weed. "I got some good shit." He said, pointing at the bag.
"Why do you have weed? We are in a hotel, you realize that, right?" I said, gesturing to the room around us.
"I don't care, we can go outside or something." He said, stuffing it in his pocket and dropping the bag on the floor.
"What's in the bag?" Danny asked, getting up and walking towards it, but when he tried to open it, Alex smacked his hand away.
"No touchy, it's for Lydia. I did some shopping for her. New stuff for the room." He said, smiling.
I smile and play the show again and relax, surrounded by awesome people.
Reagan comes in hours later. "What the fuck happened to you?!" I yelled, seeing the bruises and bumps all over his face.
"I saw Justin, and we got in a fight." He said, shrugging like it was nothing.
"What?!" All three of us screamed at the same time.
"Where is he? Is he okay?" I asked, slightly worried.
"He followed me, I think." He said, and as if on que Justin bursted through the door, and fell at my side.
"I'm so sorry, Lydia. I'm so stupid. I just wanted to be with someone that doesn't judge me. I'm fucking stupid." He said, crying and putting his head in my lap.
"Get the fuck off me!!" I yelled, shoving him off me and going off. "You think you can just show up, and everything will be okay!! I'm so pissed right now, I don't even wanna see you right now!! Just get the fuck out!!" I screamed, angrier than what I was earlier. He walked out, and I leaned back, and started crying again. "Stupid motherfucker." I said, sobbing and breaking down. Danny, Alex and Reagan hugged me and I cried till I passed out.

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