I wake up the next morning, with Justin beside me. I smile but then remember the fiasco that happened last night and shove him off the bed, waking him up. "You motherfucker. Why the fuck do you think I would touch you, after what you did to me last night?!" I said, angry.
"Listen I promise that I just came in last night to get something and I saw you sleeping and thought it was sweet, so I layed down. I'm sorry. I'm not gonna do it again." He said, and looked down. I felt bad so I patted the bed.
"Come on up. It's okay. That doesn't mean I've forgiven you though. I love you too much to lose you." I said, feeling guilty. "Where is everyone?" I asked, dirty thoughts flooding through my head.
"They left and went different places. Something about getting stuff for a party? I don't know." He said, unaware of my thoughts. I lean forward and kiss him.
"I've wanted my virginity taken by you for the longest time, so I kept it. Waiting for the time we met. I love you, Justin." I said, pulling my shirt off and taking off my bra, but I felt self conscious all of a sudden and my hands flew to my chest, hiding.
"Don't hide from me." He said, gently putting my hands on his hips. I smiled and he kissed me again, and pulled his own shirt off but not his binder. I remembered then about my leg being broken.
'Um, Justin I have a broken leg, this'll be a bit hard, won't it?" I asked, nervous again.
"Yeah, I guess we'll just have to wait, I guess. You okay with that?" He asked, getting a bit nervous.
"Yeah." I said, grabbing my shirt and bra and putting them back on.
He slumped his shoulders in disappointment and got up. "I've gotta go take care of something." He said, awkward. I giggled and nodded.
"Okay." I said, smiling as I watch him walk away. I lay back and relax, falling back asleep.I wake up to yelling and a loud thump. "What the hell?" I said, confused as I sit up to find Justin on the floor, unconscious and Reagan standing over him, fresh bruises on both of their faces. "What happened? Why did you get in a fight again?" I asked, sitting up and looking between my brother and Justin.
"I heard you guys talking when I walked in the door outside and then I heard, other things and got angry, and waited until you were asleep to talk to him, and when he told me what you said, I got angry, and we got in a fight and now we're here." He said, anger in his eyes and voice.
"Oh my God. This is all my fault. I'm so fucking stupid." I said, starting to break down and cry. 'I wish he would've stayed on the couch.' I thought, and looked at Reagan anger replacing the sadness. "Why the fuck did you start the fight?! This could've been prevented!!! Go the fuck away!!!" I scream at Reagan, throwing pillows at him, making him get out. After he got out, I slid off the bed, and sat beside Justin, trying to wake him up. "Justin, please get up. I can't take you to the hospital myself. Please, wake up, for me." I said, shaking him, patting his face, doing anything I could to wake him up. He woke up and I hugged him, relieved that he was okay. "Don't you dare do that anymore." I said, crying into his shoulder and hugging him.
"What happened?" He asked me and pushed me off of him gently and looked into my eyes, worry and regret filling his features. "I'm sorry that your brother and I got in a fight again. It's not gonna happen anymore. I'll stay away from him. When he goes into the room, I'll go into another. When we ride in the car, I'll have you or someone else sit in the front. This will be prevented. I promise." He said, and he kissed me on the cheek and my phone went off and he helped me back onto the bed and grabbed my phone and handed it to me, and lays beside me.Razzle: hey...
Me: what the hell do you want?
Razzle: I wanna apologize...
Me: there's no apology that could fix this. Bye.
I block his number and smile at Justin, and he looks at me worried. "Why are you crying?" He asked, wiping my tears that I didn't realize were falling down my face.
"I'm just still upset I guess." I said, looking down.
"There's a party at the apartment. Danny and Alex are throwing it for you." Justin said, wanting an excuse to get out of the room.
"Oh, really? Sounds fun." I said, picking at my phone case.
"Do you want me to message someone to help with your make up, or do you got it?" Justin asked me, looking at me with worry in his eyes.
"I've got it. My makeup isn't here though." I said, nervous.
"Where is it then? Is it at your apartment?" Justin asked, getting up and getting his phone from the living room and coming back in.
"Um, no. It's at my house. I keep it hidden under my mattress because my parents hate me having make up. It's pretty stupid. We got in a huge argument about it when it was my homecoming. I just decided to never go to any formal thing again. I went to parties and stuff without my parents knowing and used my makeup then, but that's it." I explained, frustrated at my parents.
"Your mom won't like the fact that I'm here. Your dad definitely won't either. What should we do?" Justin asked, thinking of a way to get my makeup without my mom finding out I'm out of the hospital.
"I could call one of my old friends. My mom loves her and wishes she were her child instead of me because she is very well mannered. Her name's Minseo. She's a foreign exchange student from South Korea. She's lived here for almost a year and is fluent in English. I'm sure that if we send her and she says that she left it there, then my mom will have no problem letting her get it." I said, calling Min and waiting for an answer.
"Hey, how are you doing Lydia? I heard you were in the hospital because you got in a bike wreck." Minseo said, worry in her voice.
"Actually, I'm not in the hospital anymore and the real reason I was in there was because my dad pushed me down the stairs and tried to destroy my phone. I need a favor from you." I said, hoping she won't ask about me being pushed down the stairs.
"I hope he's in jail. What's up?" She said, obvious anger in her voice towards my father.
"I need you to get my makeup from my house. I keep it under my mattress so my parents don't find it because of the fiasco on the night of homecoming." I said, hoping she'll do it for me.
"Of course. Why do you need it, though?" She asked, confused.
"Because there's a party that's being thrown for me. I think it's for me coming home from the hospital, I'm not sure though." I said, uncertainty in my voice.
"Okay, I'll get it. See you soon. Wait, if you aren't at home, then where are you?" She asked, confused.
"I'm at a Best Western. The one about fifteen minutes away from the hospital. So just go to the hospital, and the drive to the Best Western. The room is 123B on the sixth floor. You should know which one it is." I explained, hoping she would understand.
"Okay, I know which one you're talking about. I'll be there soon."
"Okay, bye. Thank you so much, I really owe you." I said, smiling and hanging up. "She'll be here soon." I said, looking at Justin.
"Okay. What do you wanna do while we wait?" He asked, boredom in his features.
"We could watch something, or do something else, I don't know what we could do though." I said, looking around the room for something to do. The door opens and scares us both, and Alex and Danny come in, laughing and joking around. "Hey guys!" I said, smiling at how cute they were together. "What are you two doing?" I asked, playing with Justin's hair. It was second nature for me to play with a guy's hair, because I had played with my dad's before Raegan came out as trans because that was when the abuse started, and because I had various boyfriends in the past. I loved putting their hair in little ponytails with those little rubber bands that were for those bracelets. I loved doing it to my brother too. I didn't have any of those, so I settled for just running my hands through his hair, which was just as fun.
"Oh, we're fine. We came to get you two lazy asses out of bed ad have some fun." Alex said, grabbing a nice outfit and walking into the bathroom and popping out, a few minutes, Danny going in after Alex left the bathroom and changing as well.
"What kind of fun are you talking about?" I asked, skeptical of what he had in mind.
"You'll see if you get your asses out of bed." Alex said, pulling on my arm to get me out of bed. He grabs the wheelchair and helps me in it.
"My friend is stopping by with my makeup. She'll be here soon though." I said, rolling around, looking for clothes that I could wear, but not finding any. I pull my phone out and message Minseo.Me: hey could you pick me up so we could go to the mall so I could get some clothes for tonight? Alex is taking me and Justin out to do stuff and I don't have anything to wear.
Min: yeah sure. I'm on my way to the hotel now.
Me: thanks. See ya in a bit
Min: you're welcome, bye :)
I put my phone down and Justin walks out, in a nice light blue button up shirt with khaki pants and his hair was perfect, not a single misplaced strand.
"Minseo is taking me to the mall. She'll be here soon." I said, and as if on cue, the phone rings. I pick it up and it's the receptionist.
"Hello, there's a girl here that wants to go to your room, can I let her up?" He asked, confusion in his voice. "She sounds like a fangirl, but it's up to you."
"Go ahead and let her up." I said, trying to sound like Justin, at least a little.
"Okay, I'll send her up, have a good night, Sir." He said, and hung up. I waited at the door and she knocked and I let her in and she had a sad look on her face when she saw me. "Don't feel bad for me. I knew it would happen eventually, and I came out of it stronger than before. Put my makeup in the room on the stand and then we can go." I said, hugging her and following her to the bedroom. When she saw the boys, she freaked out and dropped my makeup on the bed, and screamed like a little girl. "OH MY GOD IT'S THE BLAKEBOYS!!!!!!!" She screamed, while jumping up and down like a five year old. I hung my head and rolled over to her. She asked Justin if she could have his number, and I pulled her out of the room before he could say anything. "We have a lot to talk about. Explain. Now." Min said, calm enough to form full sentences and not stutter like a lunatic. I explained all that had happened since yesterday, starting from when I got home.
"And after all that stuff happened, we're here." I said, after finishing the full story.
"Oh my God. You and Justin Drew Blake are dating!! That's so lucky," She said, excitement in her soft face, "and you got intimate with him!!! That's something I've only ever dreamed about." She said, resting her head on her hand and looking off in space, her eyes filling with stars. I laughed at her reaction, and she got up. "Well, you need a serious makeover. Let's go get you some new clothes, and maybe more makeup, and we'll be good. I got your money from the little safe you showed me one time. You sure do have a lot." She said, surprised.
I smiled at her reaction. "I shoveled snow and raked leaves and mowed lawns, and did countless other things to earn this money. You have no idea how long it too for me to earn this money." I said, brushing my hair and pulling it into a messy bun. And it was cute af. We left, and went shopping.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Another successful chapter! Well, kinda if you don't count the fact that I am late. Very late. I haven't had internet so I take my chances and upload these when I get the chance to. Love ya bye!!( *¯ ³¯*)♡
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The Internet Friend (A Justin Blake Fanfiction)
Hayran KurguLydia has been Following the Blakeboys accounts for a long time and one day, she gets guested by Justin when he was live, and her life changed forever.