Justin's pov
After I dropped her, I couldn't stop thinking about her. Her smile and her voice. She was perfect. But she was miles away. And I'd never get the chance to meet her. That was my luck.
Lydia's pov
I woke up a couple hours later to the sound of my phone ringing. I look to see that it was my friend, Alex. I answered and yawned. "Hey Alex, how are you?" I asked, rubbing my eyes.
"DALEX IS REAL!!" He screamed, freaking out. I jumped and held the phone away from my ear.
"What the fluff? Are you dying or something?" I asked, angry. I had met Alex over the internet a couple years back and we became close because we both loved the Blakeboys. But Alex lived near them. In Minnesota. And had known them. For a long time.
"Danny asked me out!!" He said, calmer.
I just sat there in disbelief. "Lyds, you okay?" He asked, worried.
"ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!" I screamed, sharing his excitement. Him and I had never gotten the chance to meet in person because both of our families had little money and couldn't afford plane tickets. And my parents treated me like shit.
"I can't believe it!! We both had a good day today!! Cause guess what, Alex!" I said, smiling and remembering the conversation that Justin and I had.
"What happened Lydia?" He asked, more excitement filling his voice.
"I got guested by Justin Drew fluffing Blake!! And he also may follow me on Instagram! He wrote down my account and he said he would follow me, and tell Danny and Damon to follow me too!!" I said, still trying to calm down. "I better check that. I gotta go. I'll text you after I check, okay?" I said, hanging up before he could respond and checking my notifications, finding that I had new followers so I followed them back, and saw that none other than the fluffing Blakeboys followed me! I checked my DM's, but only saw my group chats and saw no others and got disappointed. Then my phone pinged, notifying me of a text. I checked it, seeing Alex's name.Doofus: hey why the hell did you hang up on me?!
Doofus: answer me!
Doofus: Justin asked for ur number
Me: you better not be messing with me.
Liar: im not I swear he said something about wanting to hear your voice again. If you ask me thats cute as shit
Me: i dont trust you...
Liar: then why have we been talking back and forth for two years almost three!!
Me: because...
Idiot: if you dont believe me then fine. Im gonna give it to him and then youll know im not lying
Me:*If don't I'm you'll I'm and there should be a period at the end of lying.
Idiot: srsly your correcting me?!
Me: yeah and it's seriously and you're**
Doofus: im done with you. Bye bitch!
Me: no! Come back Im sorry.
I waited another good fifteen minutes and didn't get a message back so decided to go get sonething to eat. I walked out of my room and heard yelling. I quietly snuck down the stairs and into the kitchen and looked for something to eat and my brother stormed into the kitchen. "Hey Raegan. What's wrong?" I asked, finding Ramen noodles and getting a pot and preparing my food.
"Me and mom got in a fight over me asking if I could start T. Again." He said. Our parents were very judgemental and didn't support my brother's decision, but I completely supported him and tried my hardest to make him feel accepted in this cruel world.
"Why do you keep asking if you know the answer will be no? I mean if it were me in your position I wouldn't have even asked in the first place and would've just waited until I was old enough to make my own decisions and then do it. Without mom and dad knowing." I said, putting a timer on my phone as I get a text from an unknown number.Unknown: is this Lydia?
Me: it depends, who's this?
Unknown: it's Justin Blake
Me: then yes it is me. Who gave you this number? Was it Alex?
Justin: yeah it was. How did you guys meet?
Me: over the internet a couple years ago. Hes my best friend and one of the only ones I have.
Justin: oh, you're a loner huh?
Me: no, Ive got my older brother to help me. Well we kinda help each other really, and I've got some friends in my school too, not too many though
Justin: what do you mean by that?
Me: my brother's ftm trans but my parents are very unaccepting of him. He's been abused for a long time. Im here to help him because he gets bullied by everyone so that's why I have almost no friends. Because Im the "thing's sister" the school calls me that but if it means my brother is protected by me, then that means I'll die before anyone hurts him. Me and my brother have went from school to school because Ive been suspended and expelled because Ive gotten into plenty of fights with people because they were picking on him. I guess you could call me a survivor.
Justin: wow you're amazing. 😍
Me: thanks, it's not a big deal though. My brother needs help so I gtg I'll text you later
Cutie: okay, bye...
I look up to the water and it was boiling over. "Reagan why didn't you check my food?!" I yelled, and turned off the stove and picked the pot up, noticing he was gone. "Dammit." I said under my breath. I gave up on trying to make food and grabbed some poptarts instead, then I decided to go check on my brother. I walked upstairs and knocked on his door. "Hey can I come in?" I said through the door. I didn't get an answer and knocked again. "Raegan!" I said, getting worried and banging on the door that time. He opened the door with a confused look on his face.
"What's wrong Lydia? Did something happen?" He asked. I hugged him, tears in my eyes.
"You scared me." I said sobbing. "Why didn't you answer the first time?" I asked, pulling away and looking in his eyes.
"Because I was listening to music and didn't hear you the first time. I'm sorry I scared you so bad. I didn't realize you thought my depression was that bad." He said, hugging me and kissing my forehead.
"I just immediately think the worst when it's you. I'm sorry. Guess who texted me when we were in the kitchen." I said, changing the subject.
"If it was Alex then it's nothing special, you guys have been talking for almost three years. You talk every day." He said, smiling sarcastically.
"No it was Santa. At first I was guested by Justin Blake, then he said he would follow me and then when I was texting Alex in my room, he said that Justin wanted my number because he wanted to hear my voice again. And then Justin texted me." I said, smiling like an idiot.
"That's awesome sis!" He said, happy. "Maybe now mom and dad will let you go meet Alex." He said, immediately realizing what he said, and hanging his head. "I'm sorry sis, I just wish we had a different life." He said, and went into his room. My phone rang at that moment and Justin's name came up, and I answered almost immediately. "Hey Justin." I said, walking out of his room and into my own, but not before getting stopped by my dad.
"Who's Justin?" He said, already angry. I wasn't scared though and lied to him.
"My boyfriend. My internet boyfriend." I said, emphasizing internet. My dad grabbed my phone and dropped it over the edge of the balcony to the first floor. I didn't even flinch because it had a protective case on it and could survive that. I heard Justin screaming through the phone and then got a bit scared when my dad stepped towards me, and I was on the edge of the steps, because I had been going to my room and it was on the other side of the stairs. He pushed me and I felt a crack in my leg and my arm, and blacked out...++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Cliffhanger 😊😊 you still love me though lol.
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The Internet Friend (A Justin Blake Fanfiction)
FanficLydia has been Following the Blakeboys accounts for a long time and one day, she gets guested by Justin when he was live, and her life changed forever.