Lovely Closures

Chapter 7

Jalisa P.O.V

I couldn't do this with her, it felt so right but it was just so wrong. She won't ever fall for me if I was to fall for her. " Friends" I thought, she made that word clear. How could I be so stupid?

I jumped off her lap and picked up my belongings off the floor. I sped downstairs and swung the door open to leave. When I was half way off her porch, she ran out behind me. " Why you leaving ? " , " Your trying to get in my panties Jessica, I'm not gonna be your little play toy!". I couldve feel the hot tears streaming down my face. I really do get to emotional, Wth is wrong with me ?

" It's Jay to you , that's first and I'm sorry if I came on to fast Jalisa" she said this with no emotion at all, " Yeah right , I'm going home!!", " Aye look here shawty ." Jessica grabbed my arms and spinned me around, " Can we start over , I'm not the relationship type I know that , but I really wanna be your friend at least, can we please start over ?" , I closed my eyes and wiped my tears , I stared her deep in her eyes but still couldn't find the meaning behind what she said, I allowed myself to get a little to close to her after our 1 hour conversation. But who cares, being a friend and only a " friend" with her won't hurt right ? " Okay , but I'm still going anyway , I'm tired" . . . " Ight ma , here's my number" she took my phone out of my hand and placed her number in my phone saved as:

" Daddy 🍭👅"

Really ? I thought, " Bye I guess " and she hugged me and walked back to the direction of her place , i ran to up to my porch and stormed inside , " What is the matter with me ?" .

1 hour later

** ping ping *** I pitched out of my nap, I looked around and rubbed my eyes to see why this person is texting me at 1:30 in the morning. I grabbed my phone and noticed " Daddy 🍭👅" on my home screen, " how did she get my number ?" ,

Daddy🍭👅: Can I come over , I really can't sleep .
Me: Sure

I threw on a pair of socks and shorts , waiting on Jay's arrival , 20 minutes later , I heard a knock on my window, I opened it to be exposed to Jay's puffy tired eyes and messed up hair . She jumped inside without a word and went straight into my bed pulling the sheets over her shivering body. " Come here " she said , her eyes trailed my body and I trembled because she was looking at me so seductively yet precisely.

I joined her in my bed, she buried her head in the crook of my neck whiles her hand is wrapped around my petite waist so tightly, I let out a sigh and played with the curls in her hair , " What's wrong ?" I asked her , the silence in the room wasn't awkward nor uncomfortable, it was just right. " I had a flashback of my dad getting shot again , I been dreaming about these nightmares ever since" , " What were doing since these nightmares happen?" I asked with so much curiosity, I wanted to know every single detail about this fragile young lady, " I never used to sleep , I just layed in my thoughts and allow them to flow" , " Oh " slowly muttered from my lips, she pushed her head deeply into my neck without another word , and minutes later... light snore were leaving her lips.

"I can get used to this as a friend I guess" , This thought was in my head and I slowly but surely fell asleep right afterwards.