Lovely Closures

Chapter 6

Jalisa P.O.V.

This week has been dreadful for me, Thank God today is Friday and I already feel a little relieved. I was sitting in 4th period until Jay came over to me. " Hey wassup ?" she said, I looked at her nonchalantly " Hey " .. " Are you okay , you look out of it ", " I am !!! " I said dragging the " mmm" .. " Well i can surely fix that after school" she said giving me a smirk. I hope what I have in mind is not what she's thinking because I low key heard about Jay's dog ways. Trust me I do hear EVERYTHING. " Nope, I'm good" .. " What do you mean ?" she asked with a confused expression, acting like she doesn't know. She wants to fuck , let's put it like that. " I'm not gonna be your fuck bud so you can carry on " I said with my nicely acrylic hand in her face .. She gripped my hand and placed it on her lap , " I'm not meaning that, I just wanted to chill and watch a few movies with you, you seem cool as shit .. I want to get to know you" .. I looked at her shocked asf .. " Oh really ? don't think I haven't heard about you". . " Trust me and it is true but i really just wanna chill , let's be regular here and not think otherwise". Jay said this so smoothly but it made me wet in my pants .. Jalisa calm down, she's a dog and she only want to get in your panties.

As bad as I wanted to listen to my inner thought , I went with my heart.. " Sure then, I would love too".

Jessica P.O.V

She heard about me but I really don't care, I just wanted to " chill " that's it .. Even though I kinda wanted to fuck the soul out of her. I needed to cool down, Friends is all we are and will ever be.

After School

We were in my car jamming to " WeatherMan by Yo Gotti ft Kodak",
" So who do you live with ?" Jalisa asked, " I live with my mama, why did you ask ?" , " I'm just asking " she said whiles holding her head down. " Oh ok" and with that I turn my radio back up ... 30 minutes later we pulled up to my house, my mama wasn't home so I was glad I didn't have to introduce Jalisa to her,  Mama always wanted me to get with someone other than having sex with them and leaving it at that. She knows why I'm cautious of falling for someone but yet she still wants me to try again.

" We're here " I said with the biggest smile on my face , She just looked at me and unbuckled herself from the seatbelt and left the car. I chuckled at her because she has this little attitude problem but I like it so much. I walked up to my door , unlocked it and we both went inside. " You can either sit on the couch or come upstairs to my room, which do you prefer? " .. " I'll take upstairs I guess " she said with those innocent eyes. So I took her hand and took her upstairs, I started to take off my clothes to find a white tee and basketball shorts , " You hungry ma?" , She was sitting on my bed looking through her phone to keep her distracted. " Yeah I am , you gonna cook huh?" .. I laughed at her comment, " Whats so funny ?" she asked .. " Oh nothing " and I headed downstairs to order us a pizza.

LATER THAT NIGHT

Jalisa P.O.V

We chilled all evening and watched at least 2 movies. I was starting to like Jay , She was laid back and funny as hell. She told me about her father's passing , and the moving of her and her mom coming here to California. She also told me why she doesn't fall in love anymore. I felt so heartbroken by the story, It kinda sucks to be cheated on by your first love, trust me I know.

" So tell me about yourself , what's your preference cause I know you not gay" she said, " I am gay, how could assume by looks?" "Sorry it's kind of a habit of mine, but it's okay ma .. I get it now" , " Yeah you better " .. She chuckled, " Why do you always laugh at me ?", " Cause your funny as fuck , and your attitude is on 100 !" She shouted with this big ass smile on her face
. I pushed her and laughed, " Sorry it's just me, I like to have the last to say" , " Well no matter what I like it " She said whiles smirking and licking her lips  .. God that smirk gets me every time.

She picked me up and placed me on her lap , " You too uptight ma, but I like it , I like you too " .. I was shocked, but turned on too because her tone of voice was low and so sincere. This feel so right,  but she won't ever fall in love with me even though I feel like I already fell for her .

What is going on ?