Lovely Closures

Chapter 11

Haven P.O.V

I was walking in the school with Jalisa until I noticed Cassidy. Her head was down and she looked pale. . I walked up to her and grabbed her hands.

" why didnt you answer any of my calls lastnight ", Cassidy looked up at me and said " i was out with jessy, try chill ".  I looked at her like she was silly, plus she wasnt focusing on me, " hold up, why are you talkin..", Cassidy looked at me deep in my eyes with a blank stare showing me that she wasn't interested in trying to have a conversation with me instead the bell rung for first period dismissing us all together.

" Can I call you tonight, I have Mr.Smith really don't want to be late to his class" .. I allowed her to leave just by nodding my head. When she left, Jalisa touched my hands making sure I was okay.. But I was far from okay because I knew something was up with Cassidy. Instead, I walked to my class with Jalisa.

Jalisa P.O.V

I haven't talked to Jessica in a whiles, just because she's such a bitch to me. She shows affection one minute then immediately turn cold hearted the next. I'll just decide to distant myself in general.

We were taking notes in history until the class door was fumbling, proving to let you know that someone is turning the knob. I looked up, noticing Jessica rushing in looking a hot mess. Why is she so late to class ? I thought.

Our teacher argued with her for showing up late and she turned on her heel to walk to the vacant seat in the front of me.

" What ? " she shouted at me, causing me to flinch.

" what the hell is your problem ? you know what I don't even care, just don't take your frustrations out on me, I did not a thing to you. " I said

Before she could've responded, We were sent out in the hall to cool ourselves.

Jessica makes me so angry, I could've been finishing off my notes, not sitting in the hall way.

She sat there silent, not paying any mind.. too busy thinking on her bitchy ways, I thought.

" Sorry about what happened in there, i just had a long night"

I looked at her, seeing the sincere apology in her eyes. I rose up and kneeled in the front of her, giving her all my attention.

" it's okay, from you walked in the door.. I knew something was wrong, I just need you to chill sometimes." I said, letting her know I actually give a fuck about her.

She was about to open her mouth, until our teacher directed us back inside to finish off our work.

She looked back at me and smiled,

That's what I like to see, her smile.. shows me some type of kindness and genuine feeling inside my stomach when I see it.

Her smile.

Jessica P.O.V

After school, I ran home just because I needed to sleep this hangover off.. before I reached in my house.. my phone rung off.

" Bruh what ???"

" Good evening to you too, Jessica."

I was tooked back by the voice and tone, it was.... Giana?

" why u calling me ?", hatred is evident in my tone, she was my first love but she cheated on me and destroyed the heart that I wish I never had.

" Babe, I'm just calling you to let you know, I'm starting my second semester at your school, just wanted you to know. "

This bitch....

" what the fuck does that have to do with me ? matter of fact lose my number"

before I hung up, she said.

" you know you miss me, see u around"

and the phone call ended.

My life couldn't get any worse, I hate Giana but I kind of wanted what we had back. Sorry to say and call me stupid, I know but what we had was good.

But do I really mean that ?

Cassidy P.O.V

I walked home, hanging my head down.. wondering how will I explain to Haven about this incident ?

Hopefully she forgives me, I was under the influence, trying to live it up with my bros. I really don't want to lose Haven over this, she's had enough hurt with her ex boyfriend, * so she claims she broke up with him *

Reaching into my yard and turning the keys to my home. I build the courage to invite Haven over, wondering if I should still tell her about last night. Keeping it away will cure the hurt right?

I picked up my phone and before I dialed her number, someone was knocking on my door.

I opened it and saw Haven standing there, still and beautiful.

wow.

" hey, i dont want to talk over the phone"
" I know, me neither" .. and I invited her in.. feeling a gulp in my throat

" um, i think I wanna tell you something.."

There she stood, with those beautiful brown eyes and glowing complexion. This made me drool and shift from foot to foot.

I just couldn't, fuck.. I can't tell her, not right now at least ?

" CASSIDY ? tell me what ?, you're staring" ..

" I wanted to tell you how beautiful you are and how much I adore you", those words are true but should I be telling her those choice of words?

I was scared, as fuckkkk.

Her smile made me shiver, " Babe, let's just make something to eat and watch a movie, you're up for it ?"

I nodded more than 10 times, I really need to control myself.

Right now, I want to enjoy this moment and I feel like.. something bad is gonna screw this up.

shit.