Lovely Closures

Chapter 9

Jessica P.O.V.

I knew why I didn't tell Jalisa why I just picked up and left her house last night, she's a clingy ass girl .. I understand we had a little discussion of personal openings, why do she think I am obligated to get extremely close to her ? I don't wanna fall for her because I feel as if I'm gonna love her, and I don't want that.

I pulled up to the school and parked in one of the administrators parking spot, if they want to move my car they will have to call me to move it. They be parking in our parking spots so imma do the same.

While I was coming out of my car, I spotted Jalisa. She looked at me and cut her eyes and speed up into the  school. " Aye ! Lisa look here please.", She stopped still facing the school door, " I'm sorry about last night, you gonna continue to throw this attitude for the rest of the day?" .. She looked at me one last time and opened the door to the school and continued to walk.

Well at least I tried, she don't have to talk to me if she doesn't. Whiles I walking up to my locker, Cassidy walked up to me, dapping me up with this big ass smile on her face.

" what's up with ya cheesy ass smile?" I asked her.. " Man I think me and hg gonna start this date thing". . " Homegirl ? who you talking about nigga? ".. She looked at me dumbfounded and started laughing. " Haven bruh". . I was in total shock because Haven said she doesn't like " girls" but she fucking with cass ? " you deadass, thought she had a boyfriend".. " Man fuck that nigga! he don't deserve her bruh.. she's to much of a goddess" . Dang, Cassidy fuckgirl ass is in love !

" oh man.. my nigga cass is in love !!" and I started pinching her cheeks.. she started punching me and started laughing.. " yeah yeah I am. But don't act like you don't like Jalisa fine ass.." I  instantly went straight faced. " nope I don't, fuck her bruh.. I'm not about that falling in love life."

As I said this, I turned around and there she was... standing behind me.....

Jalisa P.O.V

I heard her

I heard every word....

was I falling for her ? I think so
did I know she was this blunt? hell yeah

Then why I'm I hurting inside?

My whole face turned red and I felt a little tear about to fall from my eye. here we go again, another fucking emotional roller coaster ride. I hate this.. I jolted to the nearest girls bathroom.. I heard Cassidy calling me but it was all thrown in the back of my head.

I wanted to tell Jessica how I felt about her leaving, even tho it was petty of me to walk off from her.. I can't ever stay mad at a person so I wanted to at least talk to her.. But I guess it is what it is.

" Yo Jalisa, you in here ? ", Cassidy shouted.. " I'm in here".. wiping all the tear stains from off my face. . Cassidy walked in and hugged me.. " Yo don't cry, I'm sorry about what you heard but I know I should've told you about Jessica from the jum-, I cut her off.. " Don't worry about it, it's just I'm kind of not bothered by it, no need to worry cass".

" you can try lie to me all you want.. it's not happening.. listen Jessica.. her heart is kind of strong and her walls are built up high.. since her father died.. she been away from love ever since". I looked up in Cassidy face.. " Really ? this is why she act the way she do? in all honesty it still doesn't give her the right to say what she said..  one minute she's talking to me & opening up, then she's saying " fuck me  & other stuff".

Before Cassidy could speak.. Jessica walked in.. " Yo Cassidy the bell rung.. let's ride" whiles not looking me in my eyes. Cassidy looked at me and shrugged.. " Imma catch you later Jalisa. "

and with that my heart sunk more.