Mess

I'm already in hell

Rafael looks at the clock, it was more than 4:00 in the morning and not a sign of Kelly, he thought that everything bad could happen, she could have been arrested, caught or killed, was very anxious, starts to clean the bed, Folding the sheets and changing the pillowcases, making coffee, wiping a wet cloth in the mirror, became very worried and very tense, took a heroin spike to see if he could calm down and nothing, took 4 valium tablets and nothing of Calm down, drank a glass of whiskey and smoked a marijuana cigarette in the meantime, only after he calmed down, began to blow that black smoke up and see the shapes she made, as soon as he finished he went to his bed and lay down He did not want to get up, but it could have been Kelly, he got up with it. Grudgingly, until he unlocks the door and his mother enters furiously

- Is this where you've been these days? - She asks, crossing her arms

Rafael was confused and sleepy, did not know how she managed to find Kelly's address, did not know how she knew he was there

- How did you know Kelly lives here? Better, how did you know I was here? - Rafael asks rubbing his eyes

- Where else would you go? Guilherme and Daniel live in school and every day you tell me that you could not wait to finish school to go home ... You have no other friends ... Only Kelly left, please, you could dress, no It's so hot for you to be naked.

Rafael remembers that he was naked, he takes his pants and puts them on

- Are not you going to wear underwear?

- You're my mother, you've seen everything that's mine, I do not know why I'm ashamed.

She looks at those tall veins on Rafael's arm, starts to cry, did not know if it was sadness or disgust, she never imagined that about her son

- Do you use drugs? - She asks enters sobs

Rafael nods his head.

- Where did I go wrong? I should have seen your friends before, please forget Kelly and come with me, you will be cured, I will put you in the best clinic, we will be the family we were before, I forget that, I forgive you, just need .. .  - She speaks in her hand, but he takes her away.

- You can not forget Kelly, I love you - Rafael says, looking seriously at his mother.

- Well, I tried.

She walks to the end of the apartment

Guilherme and Daniel already knew about Kelly's arrest, they rushed to warn Rafael about it, as soon as they saw the runner bump into his mother leaving Kelly's apartment crying a lot

- Good morning boys - She speaks sobbing

- Something happened? - Guilherme asks confused

- Yes, I lost my son, for the rest of my life ... My only son ... You know, I never imagined that I would reach that point, he would trade me for any junkie

- He made his choice, does not mean he does not love you anymore - Daniel says, putting his hand on her shoulder.

- I used to be a Christian when I lived in Scotland... Since I came here, I've gone astray... I've deviated from my religion... I always thought it would come after we died, we'd go to hell, Thing, I do not need to die, I'm already in hell! - As soon as she makes that statement, she turns her back

- It seems that the conversation was tense, we need to talk about Kelly - Guilherme speaks pulling Daniel's arm to the apartment

As soon as they enter, they see Rafael naked, his back to him, looking at nothing, when he turns and realizes that he has a visit

- Dress up, you need to come with us to the police station - Daniel is serious

From his tone of voice, Rafael already knew what it was