Caleb's POV
I messed up. Big time. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about how I spoke to Lauren. She didn't deserve that. I spilled all my pent up anger on her, and now she probably hates me. I regret thinking that I hate her, mostly because I'm still in love with her. Now I'm just confused, I don't know if Alison still wants to have a relationship, and if Lauren has feelings for me. I feel like a loser.
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I decide to text Lauren, and at least try to say sorry about how I spoke to her.
Me: Hey, Lauren I know you probably hate me at this point, but I really want to say that I'm sorry. I don't know why I thought it was right to let my emotions out on you, but I was wrong. I messed up, and by that I mean, I hate myself for doing that to you. I'm sorry. - 3:57 AM
And I didn't expect for her to answer right away, since she's probably sleeping, but to my surprise, she did.
Lauren: I should be sorry for not understanding how you feel Caleb. I forgive you though. You were just not feeling right at the moment, and I get you were upset. - 3:59 AM
Me: No, I am the one that should be sorry not you, you didn't do anything wrong. - 4:01 AM
Lauren: I have to admit that I felt really happy that your love of your life moved away. You should know by now how I feel and I can't keep it inside anymore. It's okay if you don't like me back, and I understand that, but I just wanted to let my feelings for you out. - 4:04
She likes me? I feel relief but now I don't know what to say to her or Alison. What if Alison expects a long distance relationship??? I will just sleep on it, well try to sleep on it.
Lauren's POV
He left me on seen.
