#Mashley Fanfic: Life is Like a Dream (Abandoned)

#Mashley Fanfic: Ex? Or For Real? Part: 5

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ashleys POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I feel like I have been punched in the gut, I can see Mitch's brown eyes sketched in my mind and it feels like my world is falling to the ground shattering when it hits the ground.

My lips form a small o and I swallow back a lump in my throat, "Well Mitch I better go back to my house... I- I have to go see a friend later." I say choking up inside.

The last thing I see is Mitch's face protesting before I run up the stairs and slam Mitch's door behind me, I feel mixed emotions anger, sadness, jealousy, guilt, and depression.

I angerly shove my stuff into my bag, hot tears trickling down my cheeks.

What the heck Mitch... If you didn't like me then you should have told me!...
I angerly punch the wall repeatedly, I almost cry out when I see my knuckles are raw and a bit bloody.

I slowly get up and wash my face in the restroom I stare at my reflection, I look much better my eyes are a tiny bit puffy.

I slowly open the door with my bag and tip toe down the stairs and I hear him and HER talking obvisley about me.

"Why are you with that slut... anyway..." The blond girl begins, "I mean she's what 4'6? I swear a a tiny ant could push her over Mitchy!" She complains while having her arms around his shoulders.

"Look Beatrice... Here's the thing..." Mitch is still talking to her when I bolt out the front door before he finishes.

I quickly get in my car and see Mitch's face stare at my car through the window, panic lighting his eyes. I stare back into his eyes, his eyes sort of pleading, I just look down and drive out of the driveway.

I get to my house when I get a text from Maddie Ian's girl friend: "Hey Ashley... Mitch told me what happened there u see, that was Beatrice Mitches EX-girlfriend she has been trying to get him back for months now... Mitch is really sorry for what happened, Beatrice is gone now... ~Maddie"

I choke out. it sounds like a strangled squeak.

I suddenly feel like the walls are getting closer and closer to me, depriving me of oxegen. My head hurts and it feels like i'm getting under pressure like somone's slowly smacking me repeatedly.

I can't take it anymore, I know I'm having a panic attack...

I curl up in a ball on my bed my breaths fast.

I have never felt so alone.

I hear the front door open, and I smell I familer scent, the scent of warm cinnimon bread I guess.

It's mitch's scent.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Mitches POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I watch as Ashley drives off her eyes are puffy and she stares strait at me her eyes full of pain.

"Beatrice. Get out now." I growl.

"But Mitchyyyyyyyyy!" She whines hugging me.

"I said, Get. Out. I said this many times before, I just don't feel that way about you..." I say mad at her

"Fine! Be with that bitch Ashley!" She screams and smacks me on the face, then storms out of the house.

"Whoa." I hear a female voice behind me.

"Maddie! Your Ashley's friend tell her what happened! Please she won't listen to me!" I beg her.

"Okay... I'll text her... though I doubt she will listen." She frowns.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Driveing to Ashley's house~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I open the front door, surprisingly it's unlocked.

I look around her house until I hear a sob from her bedroom.

I peak in and there is a shaking and sleeping Ashley. She must be having a panic attack in her sleep... I think.

I slowly walk to the bed and lie down next to her, she almost idmedently in her sleep, she burys her head in my chest.

I take a breath out and sigh. And I gentley stroke her cheek.

I personally think I did sort of bad I was timed for this o-o anyway i'm sorry for the bad chapter (my opion! :) ) I think you deserve better :D ~Nerdy <3