Saturday- Day Of Funeral
Kenny P.O.V
I'm mentally and physically drained... Nicole died on December 26th at 1am and that day went downhill from there I don't know what I would've done without Toni I probably would've been a even worse mess.. I hate that Toni and Tamar had to see me like that but it happened and now I gotta deal with it.. I feel better although I've been crying for 4 days now but last night I cried the most I cried, prayed, and cried some more and today I'm putting my shades on cause my eyes are puffy and red im not taking any pictures not talking to people for long just having the service quick recession and then people gotta go cause I'm not going through the I'm Sorry for your loss if you need me I'm here for you mess.. Cause half of them I don't know and was never there before Nicole died so I'm good.... But here goes nothing
Water of Life Baptist Church
Toni P.O.V
I'm here at the church waiting for Kenny but I don't see him yet but I do see Tracey and the boys "Hey Tracey.. Hey boys" "Hey Toni.. I saw Kenny he's in the back room.. He's gonna sit down before the ushers call us in there" she says "Ok... Tamar coming to she just parked" I say and then see Tamar walking toward us already shading people "Half these people need to go home and change the other half are civilised and Jesus filled" she says making us laugh "Where denim and diezel" Dylan asked "They are at home with Ms. E but if its okay with your mom you can go over after the service" I say and they look at Tracey "Yea it's okay with me" she says the boys get happy and then the usher calls for all the family and Tracey grabs the boys hand and The boys grab me and Tamar hand as we walk in.. Kens Mom and Brothers were already in there sitting by him "Mom I wanna sit by daddy" Dylan said "Okay go ahead.. Brandon you can go to" Tracey said and they went to sit by Kenny while me Tamar and Tracey were right behind Kenny "Face I'm telling you this because you like my brother.. But.. You got some Heffas coming in the church with dresses on that's showing EVERYTHING.. So don't be shocked cause I have warned you" Tamar said making all of us laugh "There's always some Heffas but if they get up to speak just smile and nod cause ima be talking about them" Ms. Barbara said... The usher then let everybody else in so the service could start as people came in Tamar started describing all the girls with skimpy dresses on and bad weaves Ken was laughing along with everybody else.. When everybody was seated the pastor prayed then spoke for about 5 mins, Anita Baker sang Good Days, then Tracey read the Eulogy, and then it was time for some people to say a few words and it was a mess first Ms. Barbara said some words and then Kevin said something and then her mom spoke and then her best friend and then some random girl who said she was her friend got up there "Kenny you know darn well she never knew Nicole.. And she the skimpy one I was talking about she know she wrong for coming up in here like that" Tamar said Kenny just shook his head cause I mean honestly you can't do anything about her and its not like Tay was wrong "I knew Nicole since high school and we always talked about the type of guy we would like to marry and somehow she married the complete opposite of who she described and now I want her man.. But I'll miss you Nicole rest easy and dont be trickin around up there" the girl said and some clapped the others just looked at her like she was CRAZY because she is.. I mean why would you say that at a funeral "Did she really just say don't be tricking and that she want Kenny... This heffa is the mother of Heffas like really that's so disrespectful" Tamar said putting her shades on an shaking her head "Kenny you want to say anything" I ask he nods no and wipes his cheek.. after the lady sat down the pastor spoke for a minute then it was time to open the casket but Kenny got up and left.. I didn't see where he went but he left as soon as they moved the flowers off her casket.. When everyone was out of the church they got in their cars and went to Ken house as we went to the cemetery for the burial it was very quiet so quiet it was like no one was there.. They buried Nicole and all the family got in the car except Kenny "Go ahead without me.. I'm gonna sit here for a minute longer" he said "I'm not leaving you Ken" I say looking into his shades "Please Toni just go I need a moment to be by myself" he said I nodded and went to my car I waited for a minute and then left reluctantly
