Never Keeping Secrets

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Tuesday Morning

Toni P.O.V
Good Morning.. I just dropped the boys off at daycare and now I have Tamar in my car she looks mad but I'm not sure "Tay you alright" I ask "Yea I'm fine" she says messing with her hair which is how I know she's lying "What's wrong cause I know when your lying" I say and she exhales "Ok one question and don't lie.. Is Keri Denim blood father" she asks and I'm thrown were did she get this from like what the hell "Where is this coming from" I ask "Just answer me please" she says "Uhh... No he's not" I say knowing I'm get heat from Tamar "Really Tone I mean you couldn't have told me this a long ass time ago" She says "I wanted to but I couldn't find the right words to say it" I say turning the corner "You just come out and say it like Hey my husband isn't the father to my first born is very simple" Tay says but it's easy for her to say cause she doesn't have kids yet and plus that's two people I will hurt one more than the other but since Tamar knows I don't have much time before she becomes impatient and wants to tell Kenny "Ima tell Keri tomorrow and then I'll figure out how to tell Ken cause I know he's gonna be hurt that I didn't tell him sooner" I say driving toward Kenny house "You better cause I'm not saying anything for right now but eventually it'll slip out my mouth" Yea I know it'll slip out her mouth then I'll have a even bigger problem on my hands "Who else knows other than me" she ask "Well Towanda knows that's it" I say she smacks her lips "Why she she know before me... And don't say it's because she can keep a secret cause I can to" she says "Because you would've told them a long time ago and Towanda can keep a secret" I say pulling up to Ken house "Now we're here don't say anything about what we just talked about cause I want to tell him my self.. Got it" I say sternly "Got it.. Scouts Honor" she says holding up her fist "You were never a girl scout put your damn hand down crazy" I say walking into Ken house "Hey Ladies I'm glad yall are here... I need you to sort through Nicole clothes and all her stuff I'm not saving anything it's all going to Goodwill" Ken says holding a box "Okay well get right to it" I say "Yes we will cause you don't want to keep any OLD flings just hanging around fatherless" Tamar says making me grab her arm "Umm sure if that's how you see it" Kenny says walking to the kitchen as I pull Tamar to Ken room "Really Tamar" I say "What it just slipped I mean this is juicy like *slurp* so juicy my mouth keep watering" she says popping her tongue "I understand but please keep quit" I say putting Nicole things in boxes "Who else is supposed to help is cause she has A LOT of stuff like who needs all this stuff" I look at Tamar crazy cause first off she has more stuff than Nicole did she definitely has no room to talk

3 hours later

Still Toni P.O.V
We've been packing up Kens house for 3 hours and we're pretty much done the guys just have to put everything in the truck.. Tamar is sitting down hinting at me to tell Ken but I'm not telling him tonight.. I know I shouldn't keep a secret as bug as this away from him but I'm scared to tell him I don't know how he'll react and I definetley don't want to lose him as a friend he means to much to me.. but i do have to tell him cause sooner or later he'll find out Denim is his son "Toni The Braxton!! Have you told him yet" Tamar asks knowing I having told him "Does it look like I told him.. We would've been sittin in a room somewhere far away from you" I say she just looks at me "OO you tried it but that's okay though" she says "No I didn't try it I'm just being honest I'll tell Ken when I'm ready" I say cause it seems like she's not getting what I've said a thousand times already "You need to tell him tonight you wanna know how you should tell him" she asks "How Tamar" I ask "Just say it just like this Babyface you my baby daddy" she says  "I'm your what" Kenny asks Ahh Damn today definitely is not my day

Kenny P.O.V
I'm thrown right now I'm whose baby daddy "I'm your what" I ask Toni cause I know I've never slept with Tamar plus she doesn't have any kids "Ummm..  I'm sorry Ken" she says looking at the floor "I'm your baby daddy... Who.. How.. Wait... Denim is my son" I ask getting mad "....." She didn't say anything which just makes it worse cause that means it's true "ANSWER ME" I yell cause I'm so angry I want to slap her"Yes he is" she says with a tear coming down her face "Seriously.. He's how old and you waited all this time to tell me... Like seriously.. What kind of woman would do that not just to me but to Keri even though I don't like him and Denim he's growing up not knowing the truth" I say getting more angry by the second "I know and I'm sorry I never wanted you to find out this way" she says but I don't believe her "You mean you never wanted me to find out period.. He's 7 years old which means you waited not one year not 2 or even 4 but 7 damn years to tell me.. And what makes matters worse is you didn't even tell me your loud ass sister told me Seriously!!" I say yelling "Hey excuse you I'm not loud you tried my entire life right now" Tamar says but we all knows that she does "Yes you are Tay and can you go to the car and wait for me please" Toni says and Tamar leaves immediately "I was going to tell you a while ago but then you got divorced and then when I was going to tell you again you got married to Nicole and I just didn't think it was the right time" she says This really is helping the fact that I've had a son that's 7 yrs old that I didn't know about "Excuses Excuses... none of that matters you should've told me I would've been there for you but you chose to keep this secret from me...Wow... Did you know I love you.. Well loved you... Everything fell into place this time but now with this I dont know what to say, do or how to feel" I say with tears falling down my face "I never meant for you to find out like this I wanted to tell you but I couldn't find the words I know I hurt you and I'm sorry.. Please forgive me Ken" Toni said. I honestly dont know what to say cause all I feel is hurt on top of losing my wife I just found out I have another son this is way too much right now.
"Toni........ I'm going to say this the calmest way I can.... Get Out. Dont Call Me. Dont Text Me. When you want to tell Denim then call me other than that I dont want to hear from you at all" I said with tears falling down my face as I open the door for Toni to leave I turn and see she hasn't moved an inch "Toni please leave" I say and she just looks at me with blood shot eyes and runs out the house crying It hurt my heart to see her like that but it hurt even more to know she would keep this secret from me

Where do we go from here??

I'm back yall it's been WAYYYY TO LONG but I'm not stopping until I finish this story

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