Growing Up With My Hazza

Summer Vacation

*beep beep beep bee-* my alarm goes off. Immediately i sit up and grab my phone and chuck it at the wall on the other side of my room. I heard a crack and it stopped beeping.

I moaned and rolled over.

*5 minutes later*

*beep beep beep beep bee-*

"OH MY GOD!" I yell as i quickly and sloppily get up and pick up my non cracked i phone i threw across the room. Woah. Non cracked? I wazzed myself just laughing about the fact that it didn't break.

I was excited that the fact was today was the last day of school for me. Like, EVER! Well high school wise. I'm 19. You would think that i would be 18 but no. Because my best friend Harry Styles left in 10th grade and i failed because i missed him and it was stressful finding that my mother had become diagnosed with cancer that year.

I've been hoping that she survives. But she has lung cancer. The doctors were just surprised that she has lived for like 2 years already and are expecting her to croak soon.

But i would be alone. Here in England, by myself. With no one.

My dad moved to the USA in 1996 when I was 3. I guess he had other kids there because he cheated on mum. My phone vibrated.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Its...mum" she said slowly sounding like she needed to catch her breath even though she doesn't do anything,

"Hi mum are you okay?" I asked her.

"I'm fine. Let me go okay? Dont worry about me, i love you and i know you love me. Goodbye sweetheart." She whispered and hung up.

What the heck is this? I immediately finished getting ready, brushing my brown wavy hair and i looked in the mirror at my bluish green eyes and headed to the hospital.

On the way there i called my teacher letting her know i was going to be late and she understood. Thank god she did.

I ran into my moms hospital room and she was starting to stop breathing. Right before she was gone she handed me a letter that was like 3 pages long. I kissed her forehead and let her drift peacefully away. Knowing that she wouldn't be in any pain or suffering anymore. I knew it was coming sooner than later though.

I got to school and my best friend Saddie apparently found out what happened from the homeroom teacher. Not sure really bit i dont care and never really did.

"Are you okay?" Saddie asked.

"Yeah. She gave me a letter to read though." I replied showing it to her.

"Did you read it yet?"

"Hayeck nah. I've been awake for like 30 mimiutes and i still cant see straight. I will at lunch.

*****

Lunch time came around and i decided to pull out my moms letter.

I opened it up to see her perfect handwriting that I could recognize anywhere. Even on a ho-Bo's sign that nobody looks at.

My Beautiful Braylin,

It started. It went on and on about how she doesn't want me to miss her when she is gone.

But, one part, really caught my eye,

It said, and I QUOTE: "when i pass, i want you to call your sister Jennifer and let her know everything that has happened."

But who the fro-yo is Jennifer?!?! I thought.

Jennifer, is your older 24 year old sister known as Jennifer Lawrence. She is an actress now and knows about you, me, your brothers, sister, and your dad.

Brothers and sister? What?

You have 3 brothers. Will,(22) Nash,(16) and Hayse(13).Also one little sister named Skylynn who is 4.

Fml. Like really now. What is this?

I cant believe any of this.

"I'm going to miss you Saddie" i said out loud to her sitting to my left. Her long curly, brown hair flipped at me when I said that.

"What?" She said as her dimples poked out. I gave her the note and let her read it.

"Your going to the USA then?" She asks.

"Yes."