Growing Up With My Hazza

is this real?!

harry. he was standing right there. in the doorway. looking at me. I have way to many mixed emotions about this.

I mean, should I run and hug him? or should I be upset that he left me and never tried to contact me. well, maybe he did try. if he didn't then why would he be here, looking at me.

Right in the eyes. I need to stop.

it was silent. "Braylin?" harry said with his recognizable accent. I started zoning out.

"Hey, bray, you alright?" Cameron said as he shook my shoulder a little. "um, yeah ,yeah. harry?" I said as I looked back up at him.

I felt a warm tear slowly stream down my cheek. "yeah..... its me." he replied. he started slowly walking towards me. With a small smile forming. I backed up. and shook my head. "why?" I said. "why what?" he replied.

"you left" I bursts out crying covering my face. harry tried wrapping his arms around me for a hug.

Harry's pov

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I went to hug her but she backed away while crying. "no! I cant right now!" she yelled at me. my arms fell to my sides and I sat there in disbelief. Is she scared of me?

Cameron and Nash looked at me. nash came over to me and we watched as cameron went to calm her down. her face still in her hands, cam went to go hug her but she pushed away yelling "stop harry".

Cameron pulled her hands off her face gently he leaned down to her ear.

"hey, hey its Cameron. your okay, shhhh." he said soothing her. man that used to be me. I used to be the one so soothe her. I used to be the one to help her. and I used to be the one she could feel safe with.

she was sobbing. it was loud. and I felt guilty watching cam hugging her, while swaying slowly left to right. I felt a cold, terrible, large tear drip down my face.

"come on man, lets go inside" nash said as he put his arm around my shoulder to lead me inside. so I just sat there on the couch, and looked back once as Nash was calling someone.

"hey. is this jenn?..........yeah its Nash........ well braylin and I are at camerons and um well we kinda surprised her and she isn't handling it well........like um someone is in LA right now and we got in touch with him and he came to see her........harry........yeah she is really upset, she wont let him come near her at all........she is out side with Cameron, he is trying to calm her down.......its okay if you cant, im sure cams got it.......oh you are?......okay bye."

Jennifer's pov

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I pull onto camerons street and I pull into the driveway immediately seeing Cameron hugging her as she cried harder and harder every second. I jumped out of the car and hugged her from behind as Cameron still hugged her from the front. "J-jenn?" She sniffled. She let go of Cameron and she hugged me. "I-i i dont know-" she stuttered as she sobbed. "Shhh,shhhh" Cameron soothed her. She seemed to calm down.

"I'm going to go catch up with Nash and see how harry is doing. I will be right back." Cameron said as he ran inside.

"Jenn? why is he here?" She asked me.

"Harry? Well I'm sure he wanted to see you since he hasn't in a long time." I said calmly.

"Well if he really did care to see me then why did he never try to get in touch with me?!!!" She yelled. She grabbed my arms and through them down to my sides.

I was flabbergasted. I didn't know what to say after she just flipped. I looked up to the door and i saw harry standing there. He heard the whole thing. "I tried Braylin. Thats why I'm here, because i couldn't find a private way to do so." Harry said as he walked towards is from the doorframe. Bray looked up. I walked inside Cameron's house with Nash and Cameron to discuss what happened. Also, to give them privacy.

Braylin's POV

I looked up at him as Jenn walked away. He walked over to me, looking me straight in the eye.

"I'm sorry" i said. He nodded and i ran into his arms. He wrapped his long arms around me and kissed the top of my head.

"No need to apologize, it's okay i understand." He cooed. "I missed you to much to be mad at all anyway" he laughed.

"Good. Why are you here anyway?" I asked him. As i pulled away.

"We are here for the kids choice awards." He laughed again.

"Cheesy" i smiled. He nodded.

"The other boys are at the hotel. Cameron ordered pizza for the 5 of us." He mentioned.

"Yes I'm hungry!" I said; running inside with him. I'm so happy i could die. But I'm confused at the same time.