Depressed Love (SLOWLY UPDATING)

Chapter One: A Night to Remember

Not really sure how I could explain how I feel right now.

I mean I didn't know how to deal with the blood on my wrists and the razor in my hands.

Its not like I could really wash the blood away and not feel anything. But that was the only thing I could really do.

I clench my teeth as i run my wrists under the faucet. I grab a paper towel and put pressure on the cuts.

Oh God the stinging feels so good.

I run the razor under the water and put it in my drawer.

Well I think its about time to go to bed. I check the clock.

3:00 am

Well that's just great. 4 hours of sleep. School's gonna suck tomorrow.

Beep Beep Beep Beep

I smack my hand onto to the alarm clock to shut it up. I open my eyes

7:42

God dammit I'm gonna be late. I rip off my clothes and throw on some clothes from yesterday. I slip on a hoodie to cover my wrists. The I run out the door and pop a few mints in my mouth.

Bye Meredith!

Meredith, my house keeper, turns her head and waves goodbye.

My mom doesn't really care about me that much. Ever since she divorced my dad when I was 5, things kinda got outta hand. She started drinking every night and l was left with Meredith. Now shes always lying in bed and by night shes out in a bar drinking.

Sometimes I worry but at the same time I don't. My mom hasn't done anything for me for the last 11 years.

No birthday presents, no christmas presents, no nothing.

My best friend, Jordan, waits outside.

Hey Jords

"Gurl what took you so long"

"Omg i overslept. Something came up last night."

As we pull up to the school I see someone new sitting at the benches.

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A/N: Hey guys its meh first story. Idk if its good so far like i take so long trying to figure out the names for my characters. Anyways tell me whatchu think and i'll update soonnnnnn oh and btw sorry its like super super short i was in a rush and wanted to publish something