My body felt numb.
I couldn't comprehend what was happening.
The crash couldn't have been that bad, I mean I'm fine.
Why isn't my mom fine?
She should be fine.
She's going to be fine.
I still was blanking out, those words echoing through my mind for what seemed like ages. It couldn't be happening. It could not be happening. She is not going. She is not leaving me.
She may be the worst Mom in the history of Moms, but she is the woman that created me, and I cared about her. I wonder if she felt the same way, exactly when the crash happen. I wonder what she was thinking when the crash went flipping. I wonder if she was hoping I'd be okay.
"Alex?" Dr. Green asked, his eyes looking very concerned. "Alex, are you okay?"
Why would the man ask me that question.
Why would the man ask me if I was okay when seconds earlier he told me my mom's been in a coma for the past three days.
"Alex?" he asked again.
I was still thinking, but I was able to make out some words, "Can.......Can I.........Can I see her......?"
"Well," he dragged out the words, waving his hands back and forth. I was starting to get impatient, but I could easily look past that since he was so cute.
"Please?"
He sighed, motioning that I should get up. He grabbed me a pair of crutches, and helped me get settled onto them. He showed me to my mom's room, and tears streamed down my face.
There she was. She was hooked up to a ventilator and she was just lying there. Her eyes closed. I went over and held her hand.
"Mom, it's Alex. I love you Mom. I'm sorry this had to happen to you."
All I heard were the sounds of the ventilator. I couldn't take it. I had to get out of the room. I couldn't see my mom like this.
I crutched my way out of the room and went back into my room. I sat down at the end and just thought for a second. My mom was in a coma. It should've been me. My life already sucked so it should've been me.
My phone had been on my bedside so I just decided to listen to music. I just dozed off after the first song. It was until I woke up and nurse was in the room.
"Alex someone is here to see you."
Hmm I wonder who's here.
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A/N Hey guys. Pretty short I know. DIdn't have much time to do it anyway. Thanks to @bleuu42 for helping me with the chapter. Anyways has anyone read my journal story? Well its on my account for anyone who wants to read about my life. Anyways American Horror Story is like all I've been watching for the past few days. Im watching the first season right now. I SHIP VIOLET AND TATE. THEY ARE BOTH MY BAES. omg im done. goodbye for now guys. Vote/Comment/Share. SEE YALL NEXT WEEKEND/MONDAY
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FanfictionAlex Graybeck never really realized what her life was all about. Her parents are divorced, She lives with her mom who's an alcoholic. Her only friend his her best friend Jordan. She's a cutter and has suicidal thoughts. She has never experienced lov...
