Pewdiecry: Dimensions

Meet Cryaotic

A/N: My time to shine now BITCHES! I'm kidding I love you!!! But yes this is my chapter, sorry for the long wait and yeah, LETS START THIS UP!

Future me A/N: So I sorta just edit and rewrote a lot of this, cause ya'know, it's not the best, enjoy the story lovelys~

~Love

~Cry's P.O.V~

I sat in my chair... I love this chair... It's a nice chair.... It's ruined a little... You know, messed up. But this world is messed up. There's always trash and sometimes even dead people mixed on the ground of the city, smoke always filled the air from the horrible factories, and what makes it worse is everyone fights to survive... Just thinking about it made my blood boil. I went over to my little bed to lay down, yes little... This place was pretty small, but had everything I needed. I lived in a apartment complex, well not really a apartment but you know, a lot of rooms in a building. I tend to stick with small thing, best way to not get robbed. The bigger your house is the worse your life is. Unless you got some thugs to help you and kill the people who try to trespass.

As soon as I laid down, I got back up, knowing I was already restless. I walked over to my window, the clouds always covered the sky, along with heavy smoke which made it almost impossible to breath. No one smiles that much, but everyone does at least once in their life. I fixed my mask to make it line up with my face and features, it sucked to be here sometimes. I wonder if there is a world... A world where everyone smiles, a world where there is hardly any child abuse, rape, and murder... 

It always crossed my mind and I can never help but think that there is some place that is worth the time to have fun, not work so hard, laugh and sing along with your friends. I laughed to myself, knowing it was to good to be true. I walked away from the window, my mind wandered as I went to the kitchen to make some coffee. Looking around, I've noticed, I'm so lonely... Maybe, just maybe I'll find someone else, someone who is worth while, someone who can make laugh and smile. I grabbed one of my only coffee mugs and I prepared to make the bitter sweet drink.

I stood there, waiting for the coffee to brew, continuing to let my mind wander since there wasn't really anything else to do this small home. 

What if I did meet someone anyway? I know I've been thinking about it a lot, every since Cheyenne, it's been harder and harder, everyday has become a living hell. 

Soon my coffee was finished, I didn't poor sugar or milk into the drink, it's not just that I couldn't afford it, I just simply did not like my coffee like that.

I looked down to see the little waves the form every time you tip it to one side or the other. If you didn't know, I am eighteen years of age, my family has passed away but, that's a story for another time.

Suddenly knocks were heard throughout my home, I couldn't help but feel excitement shoot through my body knowing that someone was willing to visit me.

I ran over and opened the door to see my friends, Red, Russ, Snake, and Scott, smiles were plastered on their faces while I stepped back to let them in. They're nice people, when you get to know them. But all of us have done bad things and is known for it. "Hey Cry!!" Russ greeted as the rest of them waved.

 "Hey guys," I responded. "Do you need something?" They all looked at each other then back at me.

"Actually we have no reason at all." Snake said, his voice was deep and sturdy, but the small smile on his face always made up for it.

I nodded and grinned "Want some coffee?" I suggested. They all nodded eagerly in response as I walked into the little kitchen area and make a batch for my friends. They all came in and got a cup and then we all sat down on the floor to have a nice little chat. 

It was nice to see my friends happy and excited. Suddenly a feeling washed over me, a sensation that I couldn't help but give into. I sighed and laid on the floor while everyone was talking, suddenly the talking stopped, everything was silent, I was blocking everyone, everything out... I closed my eyes to think about someone that can care about me, someone who would be willing to love me... The one....

Will I ever find the one? Well I mean.... You never know, maybe I'll die alone...

 I felt a sharp pain in my side and got up quickly "Hey Cry what's the matter with you!" Russ sharply spoke, did he just kick my side? I couldn't help but get angry at the sudden action as I sat up.

"There is nothing wrong with me! You're the one who decided to hurt me, what's wrong with you?!" I yelled, a frown present on my face.

"Wrong with me?!" Russ asked offended. "You're the one who decides to rudely fall asleep on us, we're talking to you!"

"Guys, stop." Red said quietly, but we sadly did not listen to her as we continued to argue like children.

"Russ, man, c'mon, you invaded my household, and now you're invading my own space." I argued, I could feel myself getting even angrier at my best friend.

After a few more seconds into the argument, Red finally broke.

"Guys stop!" She yelled loudly, the heated discussion quieting down.

We all faced Red who looked very annoyed and tired "Come on, get along! Jeez we just got here and we already have two of you bickering like five year olds!!" She tuck the red hair in her face behind her ear and fixed her glasses, letting out a frustrated sigh.

 "It's the end of the world" Snake said and we laughed at his little joke, he was more of a one liner guy, but I loved that about him, he always broke the ice.

After we cooled down we began to go back to chat just like we were before. I took a sip of my now cold coffee as Scott was telling us about how he got into a fight today.

 "So you know that Jim guy right? Yeah well that little slut came in and just threw a punch at my face!" He pointed to a little red mark and kept talking "It didn't hurt much, but it left a little mark. He was pretty damn weak. So I came in and swung at him making him fall to the ground, and we got into a fight blah blah and I won!"

Everyone laughed a little of how excited he sound when he said "I WON!" God he can be so stupid sometimes, he over reacted to some many things, he feels so accomplished over little wins, and that isn't a bad thing.

 I smiled, letting out a sigh of content, enjoying the company of my friends.

 My eyes wandered and I spotted a little book in the corner of the room, to lazy to get up I crawled over to get it. I looked inside it to see my old dream book, where I kept my dreams in so I wouldn't forget them... I went to the last page and read it "He was smiling, lust filled his eyes... I didn't know who the hell he was but damn was he sexy, sandy blonde hair, blue eyes and a nice body shape... He kissed me passionately and licked up and down my neck making me shiver, I felt the corner of his mouth form into a smile as he placed a few kissed up and down my neck "Ready to have some fun?" He asked, and that is all I remember" I remember this dream, it was about a week ago... I've wondering who this man is.

"Cry what are you looking at?" Red asked, I looked over, waving my hand to dismiss the questions.

"Oh I'm just reading!!" I assured, giving a small smile.

I set the book back down and crawled back to my friends, enjoying the rest of my evening with them.

A/N: So the lovely EmilyUribe edited this for me! Yay!!! Sorry for the long wait, but here it is now! And the next chapter shall come sooner or later! Well bai my lovelys! Stay beautiful~ :)