So lonely

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Cry's P.O.V

I danced around my a small house and hummed, cleaning my place just because I was bored, honestly I hardly ever clean anything... I kind of just leave my mess scattered on the floor, and I never really go outside to, unless I need to go and fucking steal food from a goddamn store, well I won't steal it... I'd buy it of course but some people just love to fight for food, what has this world come to? I bet someday there will be a bunch of zombies roaming around the place, well it's already like a Apocalypse anyways!

I finish cleaning and grip my hips, looking around the place, spotless! I grin and sit down on my old rugged couch and turn on the T.V., static ran across it because it was quite ruined...

I put on the news channel and sighed, there is really no good channels is there? I listened to it and it was mostly about murders or people fighting for things, ya know, the usual. I turn off the T.V. and look around my house.

"God I'm lonely"

I get up and walk towards the window, same view, same everything, I chuckle lightly and then make my way to the kitchen for some lunch, I haven't had anything to eat in a while... I made a simple sandwich and took out a empty honey jar and pour milk into it, once that was done I sat back down on the couch and started to eat my sandwich like a normal person would do, I nibbled on it silently and looked around the room, I didn't turn my T.V. back on or anything because I just didn't feel like it, that's how I always eat, sitting down and looking into space as I eat something... This sandwich is actually pretty darn good.

I finish it and drink my milk, after that I put my dishes in the sink and flop down on the couch and closing my eyes, maybe I'll have a good dream...

~Dream~

I open my eyes, it was completely dark, my eyes looked for some light yet there was nothing to seem, as if my mind has just completely stopped and didn't work... I started to run, I didn't know why, I just felt like I needed to... I stopped, something was wrong here...

"Hello?" I cried out, trying to find something, anything, this desperate need was taking control of me, tears filled my eyes yet I had no idea why, I let out a muffled sob and before I knew it i was in water, my throat started to burn and I started to scream but it didn't even sound like a normal thing, I looked up to see the sky and before I knew it I was falling down, my eyes widened "What the fuck?!"

I flail about as the wind flies through my hair, the feeling of dying was the worse thing I've ever felt...

~End of Dream~

My eyes shoot and quickly sit up, sweating like crazy, but the same feeling I had in my dream didn't leave... I let out a sigh and grabbed my phone and called Russ.

"Hello?"

"Hey Russ can you come over?"

"Uh yeah man I'll be there in a bit!"

I hang up and let out a sigh of relief, the feeling fading away... I laid back down on the couch and closed my eyes until a loud knock boomed through the door. I sigh and get up, opening it to see Russ, a worried look on his face "What happened?! Where's the body?!" He rushed and I stepped aside to let him in "Russ, relax, I just wanted some goddamn company, jeez!" I closed the door and shook my head at him "I'm not that bad of a person!" I open the window for some fresh, fresh-ish air, I swear to god this flat can become hot as fuck!

"As long as you didn't kill someone I'm fine with it" Russ chuckled and sat on the couch while I sat in my lovely chair "But I am starting to get worried for you Cry, you are calling us over a lot, well we go over a lot without you giving us a invite but this time it is different... Why?" I let out a sigh and brush my fingers through my hair "It sucks to be alone, I mean all of us have someone but me, well Scott and Snake are not dating but they still live together"

"I still think they fuck each other" Russ admits making us both laugh "Yeah, they just don't want anyone to know, I grin and sink in my chair "They're probably doing it right now" I said, making us laugh again "How long has our theory been going on about them having sex?" Russ asked, a smirk on his face "At least six years by now" I laugh and he does as well "Man we're fucked up sometimes" He shakes his head and we let out a chuckle.

"What if we are right?"

"Cry, I think we are"

"Yeah... They spend so much time together it's not even funny"

I let out a light laugh and stand up "Whatcha wanna do?" I ask, looking over at him and putting my hands on my hips "Well for one, you look like a girl doing that pose and uh wanna go out and see if Red is home from work?" I nod my head "Yeah lets do it!"

We get out of my flat and take the stairs, once we're out we start walking down the familiar path where Red and Russ live. Russ opens the door with his keys "Honey I'm home!" He shouts "Oh hey Russ!" Red says, greeting him with a kiss on  the cheek "Heya" I look around and admire there home, it was a two story house that lives far off into the forest yet it isn't to long of a walk, at least thirty minutes but it is very nice and Red always cleans, she is kind of a clean freak and always complains when I never clean my own home!

"Hey Cry" Red gave me a hug and smiled up at him "Can Cry stay here for a while, he's lonely again" He nods her head "Why are you asking me" He shrugged and grabbed my wrist "Lets get drunk!" Russ cheers as I laugh "Yeah!" He takes me to his room where this is actually a good T.V., they spent forever to pay for this and get good channels.

He puts in a CD of some horror movie I've never watched and give me a bottle of beer "Tonight is buddy night!" We both cheer and clink our bottle together and opening them up.

I woke up the next morning, my head pounding as I groaned, I looked over to see Russ waking up as well "We've made the biggest mistakes of our lives" Russ cried out "We always say that when do this" I chuckle making my head feel like it is tightening, as if a bun of rubber bands decided to squeeze around my head.

I got up and stumbled out of the room and got to the kitchen and turned on the light but I quickly took it off because my head felt even worse. I went over to the sink and let the water flow, I lifted my mask up a little and took a bent over, drinking out of it "Cry?" I heard a female voice from behind, the bright light was back and I groaned again "Turn it off" I complained, I turned around to see Red shaking "What are you doing?" I asked but before I knew it she was bursting into laughter.

"Oh my god I just walk in and I see you drinking water from the sink!"

"Wait, this isn't a water fountain?"

She shook her head "No Cry, this is the kitchen, and that is well water" Red chuckled "Goddammit! Well I think I'm gonna head off, cya Read, I mean Red, Tell Russ I said goodbye to!"

"Uh okay bye Cry!"

I walked out of the house and somehow made my way to my own, I flopped down on the mattress and buried my head into the pillow, falling asleep...

A/N: I feel like I'm getting bad every time I make a chapter, but anyways this chapter was mine and this story is a collab with EmilyUribe, go check her our or else I'll eat your goddamn soul, just kidding! Anyways lovelys that's my cue to go, stay beautiful :) 

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