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Sometimes I loose hope, but I know exactly what I want to do, but it feels like I'm not worth achieving those standards in life. I put up a fake smile everyday pretending that I'm happy. But I'm not, especially at this point, I know that I'm way too hard on myself. But I only want SATISFACTION within myself and how Ill present myself to the public in the future. In some days I feel that I'm one of the most beautiful girl in the world. And in other days I feel like a child trying to conceal under my covers to shield my insecurities. Yes I'm never satisfied with anything that I ascribe to, IM A PERFECTIONIST, I've always been one ever since I was a child. I'm never pleased with the way I write, with the way I draw, with the way I sing, with the way I dance, with the way I take photos, and it I feel that if I can't meet up to my expectations for trying to be perfect... I mostly likely feel like a DEAD women... yes I'm trying to improve and recover from those feelings inside but it's difficult. But I'll continue to try and heal from those scars that are inside of me. #truth #honesty #loyal #insecurities #morepoemsontheway #love #confident #selfie #model #modeling #post #browngirls #blackgirls #brownbeauty #blackgirlmagic #poem #mypoem #poetry #writing #writer #art #love #goals #goalsinlife #2k17 #aspiringwriter #aspiringartist #inspired #inspirationalquotes #positivevibes
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A Glimpse Inside my Fantasies
FantasiaCollections of Diaries and poems certified by my imagination. Day after day, I Sit by the window thinking about my one and only reason to why I am still living and breathing. And how is it that these fantasies are so driven by my perception of how...
