Self-Acceptance
An individual's satisfaction or happiness with oneself, and is thought to be necessary for good mental health.
Self Hate
intense dislike of oneself.
Damyia
I didn't do anything my entire summer break and now school starts tomorrow. I can't believe I have to go to high school already I was just in 6th grade. At this moment I'm more afraid than happy. Afraid that somebody won't like me because I'm too tall or even because my skin color is darker than theirs.
When I was in middle school I was always the tallest kid and everyone teased me but I always just thought they were mad they didn't have their growth spurt but I guess it was more than that. I'm 5'9 now at the age of 15 and a I'm a GIRL. It's crazy because every time I go somewhere they say "dang she's tall" or "girl you a giant".
Like honestly I know that I'm tall and I don't need you to remind me. Don't let me get started on those "I only date light skin girls" ass boys. Like I have mad love for my light skin girls but what's wrong with dark skins ? I feel that everyone is beautiful no matter what their skin tone is. You shouldn't judge others because they look different than you.
But honestly I'm all talk because if anyone says one thing to me about my skin color or my height I literally want to run away.
I hope high school isn't as bad as I think it will be. Maybe everyone will be accepting. I might even make friends and maybe a boy will give me a chance.
We'll see but I'm about to go to sleep because it's 11:00 and my mom is going to bust in here at any moment when she notices I didn't do my chores.
5:30am Wednesday Morning
My mom just woke me up and when I say I want to get back in my bed and go to sleep I mean it. Luckily my mom didn't wake me up in the middle of the night to do my chores last night. She always wants me to do the chores everyday like no sis I'm stressed. Even though it's one chore it feels like 1000.
My mom always wakes me up when she leaves for work because she knows I wouldn't get up at 6:30 when my alarm rings. Since I have extra time today I guess I'll get in the shower again and try to find something nice to wear.
I put my towel on the heater so i wouldn't be cold when I got out and I got in the shower. I had just finished shaving and washing my hair and was about to wash up when I heard somebody knocking on the door. I knew it had to be my brother but I'm going to be difficult just because I'm not done taking my shower and I don't like when people interrupt me while I'm taking a shower.
Who is it ?
Open the door bruh - Trey
Sorry sis can't do it *laughing*
I ain't no damn gir- Damyia Lanae Eldridge open this damn door - trey
You tryna kill me or something?
He didn't reply so i guess he left. I'm finally done with my shower it was only 45 minutes though. I was just about to open the shower curtain to get my towel and Trey poured a whole bucket of ice on me and screamed YES. I was trying to get my towel and I fell down in the shower. I asked trey to get my towel and he hit me with his favorite line.
