*2 weeks left of tour*
i woke up in the hotel room cuddled up next to zach today was our day off so we got hotel rooms. i turned over and played with his hair until he woke up " hey baby" he said in a raspy voice. i looked at him in the eyes for a while " i love you" i said. i smiled and kissed me. my phone buzzed and i looked over at it
loren: yoo we are going out for breakfast in an hour then mall get ready😛
alyssa: ugh fine ;)
loren: c'mon we will get your fav food. i want to spend time with you before tour is over :((
alyssa: don't even remind me i'll meet you at your room in an hour :):
i got up from my bed and went to go grab my clothes i was gonna wear " where at you going" zach said. " loren wants to hangout all day today so i'm meeting her in an hour" i said. " nooo spend time with me" zach said with a pouty face. " i will tonight don't worry" i said kissing his cheek and walking to the bathroom to change. i scrolled through instagram really quick and saw a bunch of comments on my post.
user: please talk to hunter he's going to kill himself please
user: alyssa what have you done
user: look the the hashtag " stayhunter" and dm me please
user: alyssa this is all because of you😭😭
my heart dropped. i looked through the hashtag and they were all clips of hunter saying in broadcast how he messed up and had no purpose anymore. i broke down crying and i texted him.
alyssa: hunter please don't do this
hunter: why you don't love me anyways. i screwed up. i shouldn't be here anymore.
alyssa: no please hunter if you still love me you wouldn't do this
hunter: THATS THE THING I DO LOVE YOU. i love you so much it hurts but you don't love me back. i can't make you happy. i make you feel worse. so i'm doing you a favor alyssa don't you get it.
alyssa: hunter
hunter: what i'm doing it
alyssa: hunter i -
and that's when my phone died. i ran to the room but my charger wasn't there " alyssa what's wrong" zach said worried. " WHERE THE FUCK IS MY CHARGER" i said . " what is going on alyssa" zach said. " just tell me where my charger is" i said screaming at him. " we left them on the bus don't you remember" zach said. " where the bus" i asked. " outside" he said scared now. " okay i'll be back" i said running out the door. it had bend minutes now and the boy i still love could be dead all because my phone died. i reached the bus. locked. i screamed to the top of my lungs with tears streaming down my face. i began to run back into the hotel and go to lorens room and use hers. i got to her door and started pounding on the door. she opened it " alyssa what's going on have you seen instagram" she said. then she looked at my face. " of course i have" i said in tears as she pulled me into a hug. " do you have your charger" i said. " yeah it's over there why" she asked. " because my phone died in the middle of texting hunter and he could be dead by now" i said in tears. i plugged my phone in and waited for it to turn on. it turned on and i went back to the text messages.
hunter: alyssa what
hunter: i'm doing it you don't care about me and neither does anyone else
hunter: i'll be happier it's just too bad you couldn't say bye...
hunter: i took the whole bottle of aspirin see ya ..
hunter: i love you so much alyssa don't forget that...
*delivered 10 mins ago*
alyssa: please tell me you're still here
one minute passed
alyssa: hunter
alyssa: i love you i've always loved you. i still do.
*delivered 20 mins ago*
