I said my goodbyes. I have no friendships to end. No relationships to break. Nobody's heart to heart. Because everybody who cared about me, is dead. Everybody that loved me like a sister is dead.
I'm sorry if this is sad. But I can't. I can't go on any longer. I can't live every day as if I'm happy. Because I'm not happy. I'm very far from happy. I was joyful when I met Kat. But I wasn't happy. And when I met Emily a A switch flipped on. A light came on inside of me. But then she showed me something. She showed me that I wasn't as depressed as I thought I was. Because when she died. It broke my heart.
