More than we seem (1D Louis/Harry)

11. Love is always confusing

HEEEEYYYYY!

Well it's time for another chapter! im a little devestated because half way through the last time i tried writing this chapter, my whole block had a power cut and i lost everything :'O So im gonna try again, the storm outside hasn't stopped so i just hope i can get though my story this time *fingers crossed* And if you're reading this, i guess i did :D

But anyways peeps, the story isn't gonna stay PG rated for long. Strong language and mature themes will be on the way as the story progresses, and since im not sure how Wattpad reacts to sexscenes, i'll just steer clear of them until im sure i won't get banned or something.

This is very much a Louis Tomlinson x Harry Styles shash fic so if you don't like this kind of thing then i suggest that you don't read this ;)

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Harry's POV

2:00am

I groaned and turned away from the taunting clock, closing my eyes tightly trying to sleep but it was difficult because of all the cords i had sticking into me. I had needle pricks all over my arms from blood tests and pain relief medication and i was sore all over. Everytime i moved a part of me would burn with a stinging sensation that would drive all over my body, It was awful!

I glanced down to my leg, which was apparently broken when i came in here but it didn't hurt anymore, although i haven't tried standing up yet.

I rested my arm on my chest and i instantly jerked it away when a dim pain hit me. I sat up slightly and lifted up my shirt to look at my chest. There was a long cut across the left side of my body, about 20-30cms long, it looked as though there used to be stitches in it but they had been removed and now i was just left with a crusty, scabbing scar.

I panicked ad sat up further to inspect it, yelping in pain when i did. I ran my fingers along it, scratching the skin on either side. My head shot up when a nurse entered my room.

"Why aren't you asleep?" she asked seriously. Does she seriously think i want to be awake?

"Im sorry, i couldn't sleep... and when did this happen?" i gestured to my newly discovered injury and she walked over to me, putting her hands on my shoulders gently pushing me back down onto my bed, then she sorted out all of my various tangled cords before speaking.

"The night you were brought here you went into Cardiac Arrest and the doctors had to opperate" She patted my hand softly, lowered the head rest on my bed and then fluffed my pillow.

I gulped at the thought of doctors cutting into me. I shook my head to get the image out of my mind.

"Just try to get some sleep" She smiled sweetly before walking out of the room, leaving me in a pile of nerves.

There's no way im gonna sleep now.

It's kind of ironic, whenever i can't sleep, i go sleep with Louis. Now he's one of the reasons im awake.

I can't stop thinking about him, I wonder what he's thinking about...

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 Louis' POV

2:00am

I sighed and put my arms behind my head, staring up at the ceiling. There was no way i was gonna sleep anyway, way too much on my mind.

The whole Harry knowing who Marcus is... i'd rather forget about that.

And Harry in general...

I don't know if it's something wrong with me, or if there's something different about him but i just can't stop thinking about him.