More than we seem (1D Louis/Harry)

15. Unbearable

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There's a video in the side bar. it's actually a song, it's so sad and heartbreaking it goes perfectly with this chapter (spoiler) So listen to it while you read. :)

The rating for this story will change as the story progresses. IT WILL MATURE! in what ways, you'll have to wait to find out.

This is very much a Louis Tomlinson x Harry Styles slash so if you don't like this kind of thing then i suggest you don't read this ;)

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No one's POV

It's been almost a month since the Direction household was broken into and the five heartthrobs are STILL recieving threats from an unknown member of the public. These threats include; messages written on the walls of the Direction house, bricks thrown through windows, frequent power cuts and even rooms of the house torn apart, meaning the culprits are capable enough to enter the house and escape without being seen. One Direction are frequently being moved from location to location, even being targetted on stage at Nashville infront of thousands of fans. The boys reassure fans that they're fine and everything will sort itself out in a matter of weeks. Member Liam Payne says that they have no idea who could be sending the threats but they have absolute confidence in their management and bodygaurds that this will be resolved quickly. The media thinks otherwise, spreading possible rumours that the offenders might be more than just unhappy boyfriends of fans, that they might have some deeper problem with the U.K boyband. No one knows but our prayers are with the boyband through this troubling time...

In other news, man accused of manslaughter has escaped from Belmarsh prison. Police say that it was an outside job and that there was a large group working in secret to get one man out. Prison guards reccomend staying indoors and giving a strict curfue to all children under the age of 18. This man is incredibly dangerous, if seen, report imediately to police.....

Louis sat staring at the screen. Unable to move, unable to speak, unable to do anything. He'd been like that for almost a day, just sitting there staring into nothingness. Dark circles rimming his eyes, which were now black lifless voids that seemed to suck you in when you looked at them too intently. Heartbeats echoing in his ears, shallow breaths were raspy and eerie like those heavy breathing noises you swear you hear when you're alone in your house. His hair was messy, not in that perfectly touseled way but in a dry, dead, faded way. Hands intertwinned, occasionaly scratching the same spot on his knuckles which was now red and raw. Blood would run down his hand but he wouldn't feel anything, he felt numb, he wasn't even sure if he was alive, he wouldn't even think. Nothing was going on in his head, besides from the aching guilt from what he's putting his bestfriends through. He's thought about leaving. Running off, away from the boys, but they'll never get left alone. No matter how far Louis goes, He won't stop attacking the ones closest to him. Because he isn't after Louis, he's after the ones he cares about. Louis had sent his family on a holiday to Australia once the threats started up. They know what's going on, so they didn't object to leaving, although Lottie was convinced she was going to stay and 'protect her brother'. Sure they wanted Louis to come with them but he knew he had to stay. He had to stay an make sure no one got hurt, because he would never forgive himself if anything happened to the four most important people in his life.

Louis heard footsteps coming closer towards him, but he didn't react. He just continued staring into space.

"Lou?"