I hate having to ask him for stuff. I feel like I shouldn't have to depend on other people and be a bother if they're trying to get their shit together and I've been very secretive about this and that's why I haven't told you guys
I've gotten back into my old mindset. Going from just "watch what you eat" to "stop eating completely" and "work out consistently. Lose the weight you've gained." and I'm scaring myself a little
My dad found out about it and told me to step on a scale and......
A lot of you are going to be disappointed because that's all I ever do
So this happened
I finally found it in me to take a picture
And I may be anorexic?? I really don't know.
And I'm procrastinating
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Im really not that scared because I have weighed less, but, I was doing so good
