Ava and Coraline are basically sisters, they grew up with each other. But when they met a certain group of boys their lifes changed for the better and the worst.
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This book is written by two peo...
I sighed and decided to just get ready, I didn't feel like going back to bed and re-living my dream. I got in the shower, tiredly getting out I quickly dried off, then put on my clothes.
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When I was finished I walked out to see it was 3:00am now. I yawned and decided to go on the roof and look at the stars.
I climbed out the window and carefully slid on top of the roof. I layed down, looking up at the stars. They're always so pretty, I could stare at them for hours.
How can Luke love someone like me? I thought. I quietly sang one of my songs, Bombs on Monday.
Doctors orders Don't be broken hearted Time will still be ours Time will still be ours
I let a tear slip out.
Why am I always depressed, I wanna be happy again, but I don't know how.
I started crying again. Tears dripped down my face as the sun began to rise. I had lost track of time while thinking.
Sitting up, the tears ran down my face. Looking down at the ground, numbly, I thought of ending all the pain, not having to deal with the heavy sense of apathy anymore.
I thought of how useless I was, how much I fucking hate myself. How I deserved the scars I left behind.
I laid back down silently crying.
Suddenly Ava appeared next to me. "What're you doing CC?" she wiped off my tears.
"Hating myself"
"No" "I love you"
"Why does everyone think I'm so amazing"
"Because you're CC" "You're the most amazing person I know"
"Not really, but it's whatever"
"It's not whatever, you are my best friend" "and I fucking love you" "and I'm never going to leave you"
"I love you too" I said sitting up.
"Show me"
"Show what"
"Show me, I want to see how many time you needed me when I wasn't there" her voice broke.
"Ava..." I said biting my lip
She gently pulled up my jeans to reveal lines and scabs over scars.
Ava hugged me and started to cry, "CC I'm so sorry"
"No, I do this to myself"
"It's my fault" she wrapped her sweater around her tighter.
