The Boy With Green Eyes (kickthepj)

Chapter 2

"Sweet, sweet Perrie, my love, my baby girl, I'm sure going to miss you," the woman whispered from the hospital bed. She raised a pale shaky hand to my cheek and gave me a faint smile. I was standing in the corner of the room watching her... die! I tried to open my mouth and talk but no words came out.

I took a step towards her but collapsed on the floor looking at the ceiling. My head was throbbing and the room started to spin "Come here baby you can do it, I need to tell you something," the lady whispered to me.

I couldn't reply, I coudn't move. I was left on the floor unably to speak to the dieing woman. "Goodbye Perrie," my mother called to me then closed her eyes.

The heart monitor made that bbbeeepppp noise then shut off. I tried to cry but nothing would come out, I tried screaming but nothing came out.

I awoke from the nightmare gasping for breath. I was sweating like a pig. I tried to not think about my dream, but I couldn't... I kept remembering.

I guess you get the big picture now. My mum had gotten lung cancer when I was 4.

Its okay now, I guess. I'm okay but my dad sure isn't. I don't really remember her much expect her smile. I have many pictures of her and me.... she was beautiful. I can see why my dad had fallen in love with her.

She died when I was 5, the cancer was to strong. She didn't stand a chance.

Father had never been the same after she passed. He become depressed and would stay in his room for weeks. So I basically raised myself, I got a job the minute I turned 16 and have been paying bills since.

2 years later I'm here crying myself to sleep. So I guess in a way I'm really not fine.

That's basically my story, not really intresting huh?

I looked around the dark room, then over at my clock 5:45 am. Great I didn't have to be at university till 8, now I'm never going back to sleep.

I buried my hands in my face then wept till my eyes hurt. I was so alone, just me and my dad

When I decied I was done I hauled myself out of bed. I pulled down my t-shirt, and placed my feet inside my Pikachu slippers, and went to the bathroom.

I plugged in my cheap knock off hair iron and waited for it to heat up. I placed my hand over my wrists, "OUCH!" I yelped. my wrists were a hold new shade of purple I had never seen before.

My head was pounding so hard I swore I could have heard the pouding. I stared the long process of straightening my out of control curls. "All done," I thought to myself. Searching through my closet I had decided on a Panic At The Disco shirt and some ripped skinny jeans with my combat boots.

I tiptoed down the stairs to find my dad laying on the floor, from last night. I snuck a peak at the fidge but then closed it.

I wasn't hungry or at least thats what I had been telling myself for the last month. I had only had a little bit of coffee to hold me over. I was finally starting to look skinny.

I swung my backpack over my shoulder and snatched my headphones off of the table. I opened the screen door and ran towards sidewalk. I had to walk to university no biggie. It felt good to be outside in the crisp morning air.

I found the directions to the school on my phone, and followed them. I plugged in my earphones and cranked the music up louder. I liked walking in the city with all then people, it made me feel safe. I felt my phone vibrate in my hand.

DARCY <3

Hey girl! I'm waiting by the front door at university meet me there

I replied with a simple ok. God I loved her. We had been best friends since 3rd grade. We had been through so much, but I hadn't seen her since she started dating Dan Howell aka her boyfriend.

Yes I know my best friend is dating Dan Howell. I was excited when she told me, but I never see her anymore. I watched Dans videos on Youtube, and everyonce in a while she would be in one.

So yes again, I'm also kinda friends with the whole foursome.

I looked up from my phone and gasped. Right in front of me stood a huge university. Alright, this is it. You can do this, you will be fine you have Darcy.

I climbed up the steps to the school and instantly I saw my best friend waving franticly at me. She dashed up towards me and picked me up and hugged me so hard I couldn't breathe.

"Missed you too Dar!" I stated, "now let me go!"

"OMG GIRLY I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" she squealed.

We walked inside the huge school. My jaw dropped to the floor and so did Darcy's. We looked at each other and huddled together. A old teacher looked at over at us, "are you too girls lost?" she asked.

I couldn't talk, Darcy nodded and shrugged. "Alright, new comers go through that door over there and then sit down and wait for further instruction," the teacher told us. We followed the crowd of people hoping we were going the right way. We stepped inside a room, it was the cafeteria.

"DARCY," called a voice from across the room.

I looked over to see where the voice was coming from and I saw who it was. No other than my best friends boyfriend, Dan Howell. He was motioning for her to sit down.

We walked over to the table where Dan was sitting. He scooted over and Darcy sat next to him. Dan planted a quick kiss on her check and whispered something in her ear. I placed myself next to Darcy on the hard seat.

"Um... Perrie this is Phil, Chris, and P,"

"Pj," I finished as she pointed to the coffee shop worker.

"Um... hi," I said waving to them. TDon't freak out you know them. Pj was staring at me again with red cheeks. I sat there playing on my phone trying to ignore him.

I started to get bored with my tumblr feed and shut my phone down.

"Um... so long time... no see?" I said to Pj.

"Yeah its been like a WHOLE DAY!" he laughed.

I looked up to my best friend who was watching us and smiling hiserically. I turned away from his gaze and pluggled my headphones in

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