Chapter 10

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I was just about to get off the porch and go home. Or maybe i would just stay here and wait for here parents.

But I looked up from the ground and there staring right at me was Peej. "Aaahhh!" I yelped not noticing him before.

"What are you doing here?" I practically screamed.

PJ looked embarrassed and said, "I saw you sitting here and wanted to see what was wrong?" He sang.

"I'm fine, but Darcy's not she locked me out," I said pointing the door.

"Why don't you just go to your house?"

I just stared at him like he was crazy. Then I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started to bawled, I started crying and crying.

Pj just stood there watching me cry. He put his hands in his jean pockets and swayed back and forth.

Was I boring him?! Did he think this was for attention?

Then he held out his hand for me to take. I looked up at him and his eyes looked to my hand. I placed my freezing hands into his warm ones.

We started walking, I don't know where but we did. The horrible smell of the city was getting stronger.

A clap of thunder hit and shook what felt like the whole city. Rain started to drizzle from the dark clouds.

PJ looked up at me and and I started laughing. Not the 'haha' laugh but more of the 'I'm scared let's get the hell out of here!' laugh.

It felt nice to just be walking under neath the beautiful lights of the buildings. Even if the lights were covered by the thick rain it was still relaxing.

I placed my head next to his neck. I didn't care if he thought it was weird. I was expecting him to push me off but instead he placed his head ontop of mine.

PJ lifted up his head and pointed to the building in front of us. We were standing outside a small cafe. I didn't recognize the cafe.

We walked inside the empty building there were only two others inside. We got in line and scanned the menu.

"What are you getting?" PJ asked me. "I'll buy."

"You sure?" I asked him. "Probably just a small coffee."

PJ stepped up to the counter to order and I left to find a seat. The two people looked over at my puffy face from crying.

What! Had people never seen a girl with a red face before?

I found a seat by the giant window and waited. The rain began to pour and I just thought, we will have to go home in this.

I tapped my foot faster, faster, and faster till I just have up all together.

"I'm going to drink this coffee no matter what!"

"If you want to stay a fat pig forever be my guest."

"I'm not fat!"

"Fat!"

PJ came around the corner with two coffees and what looked like a slice of pound cake. He slid into the seat across from me and handed me the coffee.

"Thanks," I smiled to him.

"Don't mention it," PJ said to me.

After a few awkward sips of coffee he finically spoke again.

"So I feel like we don't know each other that much so I'll ask a question then you."

"Okay you ask me a question first," I laughed.

"Favorite movie?"

"Don't laugh cause you probably won't know the movie," I told him. "Howls Moving Castle," I said.

"Really? I love Studio Ghibli!" he exclaimed.

"Alright, favorite thing to do?" I asked, that was a stupid question I already knew the answer.

"Make videos," he said.

Knew it.

This went on for hours we just kept asking stupid questions. PJ pushed the pound cake forward on the table, motioning for me to have it.

"Go ahead fatass eat the cake,"

"I'm not fat!"

"Whatever fatty."

I stopped laughing and pushed it away from me. I had been doing so good, losing weight, I'm not going to quit I thought to myself. He looked into my eyes and reached towards my hands that laid on the table.

The coffee was as close to real food as I was going to get.

There he held my little hands in his big rough ones, and I felt safe. I felt like he would protect me. He cared about me enough to take me here. I let a smile creep up my face, and he did the same.

All of a sudden PJ let go of my hands and threw my jacket sleeves up.

I gasped up at him. Did he really just do that! WHY!?

I looked down at my arms then back at him. His green eyes turned sad and the smile left his face. How could something so perfect crumble so fast under my feet.

"I'll will walk you back to Darcy's," PJ whispered in my ear. I nodded and let him lead the way back to her house.

I rolled down my sleeves.

I had only just realized that the rain had stopped. We walked in silence on the way back, until I broke it.

"PJ it's not what it looks like," I cried out. Wow! That sounded more pathetic out loud.

"Then what is it, those cuts on your arms.... you did that," PJ said and stopped walking.

"FINE DO YOU WANT THE TRUTH!" I yelled at him.

"Yes I want to help you," and with that Peej sat on the curb of the street refusing move. I sighed and sat next to him.

I was far from getting 'better.'

I told him the whole story. I didn't even know him but I felt like I could tell him everything. We sat on the curb for a good hour. I would say something and he would nod and look sad.

I hate sympathy! It makes me feel weak.

"And that's it, everything," I said feeling the tears in my eyes well up.

"Come on let's go back," PJ smiled.

Me and PJ walked the rest of the way to Darcy's. I was scared that she was still upset and I would have to go home.

But when we got there all the lights and cars were there. I was about to wave goodbye to PJ but he spun me around. Then he held me in his arms and kissed me on my lips.

"I really like you Perrie," he said to me. After that he turned around and walked back to his flat leaving me alone with my thoughts.

Wait what!?

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