The Boy With Green Eyes (kickthepj)

Chapter 23

Time can go very slow that it feels as if the sun will never set. Other times time is just a word that is there and gone so quickly its like nothing happened. But as time goes on people change, people die, but time still goes on. TIme is impatient and it waits for no one, not even for the ones who wished it gone or need it most.

All I want right now is for time to speed up and get to the part where this nightmare is over.

The days ticked by, slowly, slowly, slowly.

In the past couple of days, all of us had pushed aside all hatred towards someone in particular... Phil... And we had all decided that soon we would all be free, we didn't know how or when, but it was coming.

Darcy had seemed to cling to Dan more often than she usually does. Maybe she realized that the next time one of us step through the door we might now come back. Phil has just kept to himself rather than contrubite ideas, just mummbles to himself. Chris, well what can I say about him?

The room seemed to be more of a prison cell rather than a dump of a room. As each hour passed by I could see little pieces of my friends hope being whisked away. At least something could escape this room. We had all come to the bitter conclusion that no one had noticed we were gone, or nobody cared enough to look. Well, I bet the Youtube fandom is in shambles right now with no video from any of the foursome there probably losing there sanity.

But they don't really care, they say they do, but they don't. All of those teenage girls don't know one bit of them, they just stick around because its a way to get a good laugh. Maybe thats why I wasted my time roaming Youtube, just to laugh. Just to have a good time even it if ment for 4 minutes, I could block the world out with just the click of a button.

My thigh wasn't any better, still swollen, still oozing out puss, still hurting with every drop of water that hit my raw flesh. But everyone else had seem to be recovering well, as well as someone can do who hasn't seen sunlight in months or even showered in what felt like ages. Everyone seemed so concerned about me, Perrie this Perrie that.

Pj and I had camped out on the rusted down bed since I hurled over the edge that one day. He gripped my hand tightly while he stood off into space. A look of complete concentration was planted on his face. I knew what he was thinking about, escaping.

Just the word made my body shiver. I wanted so despretly to get out of here, but how would I go to just living life again? I couldn't, if we all walked away from this hell alive, the memories would never fade. Always being totured in our sleep, then having to wake up screaming only to realize you have to move on. You will always have to convince yourself that your safe, even when in realitly, you aren't.

Pj spoke in a dazed vioce, "when we get out of here, I'm never letting you get hurt again.'

Before I could answer Dan responded back, "the first thing I'm doing is getting a burger!"

No, was it silly that even after this I'm still not satifised with my body. I'm all skin and bone whatever fat I did have is now gone.

In a way this happening helped me...

What am I saying, what I did was stupid.

But it made you feel alive...

No shut up, what I did to myself was dumb and now I'm being totured by my own dad and I'm saying that there is a plus to this?

"I'm getting up!" I announced brushing Pj's hand off my leg. He gripped my shoulders and shook his head. His eyes were racing all over the place, pleading me not too. I smiled faintly at him, but I wasn't goint to give up.

Pj swung his legs over the twin sized bed and stood up. He arched his back down to the floor causing cracks and pops to fill the silence. He bent down next to me so I could wrap my arm around his neck. Getting to the floor took a while, by the time I sat down I was out of breath. My thigh began to throb again, great.

"You good?" Pj said as he plobbed on the floor next to me. In return I kissed his grimy cheek, it was disgusting but amazing.

Everyone came from around the room and joined in a circle on the floor. I ran my fingers through the prickly carpat that surrounded us. We all akwardly stared at each other, looking from person to person.

"Sooooo," Chris finally spoke.

"I'm done messing around about getting out of here," Dan barked he sounded tough, but the dark circles under his eyes told a different story.

"Me too," I murmmered. "I'm losing my mind and probably my thigh every mintute were in here."

A faint chuckle came from every one. Nice to lighten the mood a bit I guess.

Darcy opened her mouth, but quickly shut it to cough into her shoulder. All eyes were fixed on her, she kept coughing, and coughing, and wheezing. Pretty soon Dan had Darcy by the shoulders asking her if she was ok. Her face turned red within a minute. I was about to ask Pj for help to get up.

But when I turned towards him he let out a little cough, more like a gasp. Then coughing, wheezing I too found myself shaking his shoulders to get an answer out of him.

Soon we had all erupted in a fit in coughing and wheezing. My throat felt tight like I couldn't swallow and my eyes were a million pounds. A burning sting came from my chest and stayed in my lungs until I was gagging. I put my head in Pjs lap who was too gagging and choking and closed my eyes.

The sound of a door opening came from the corner. Before my vision cut out I was being lifted off of Pj and into someones arms.

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