Samantha
We instantly pull away and are faced towards...
Chris?!
"Chris! Its not what it look like-"
"Oh its exactly what it looks like.. You are a filthy cheater" Chris says disgusted.
"Chris-"
"Cut it, I've heard enough. We are over" Chris cuts me off as tears start forming in his eyes.
"Chris, mate let her go she has been through enough. Give her a break" Jakob says calmly.
"And you Jakob, I really thought we were true mates." He says, before Jakob could reply Chris storms off out of the house.
I put my head in my hands, lightly sobbing.
I feel a hand on my back. I snap towards Jakob. "Don't touch me!" I snap getting up and running into my bedroom to find my blade.
I grab it and storm off into the bathroom and lock the door.
I slice up both my arms 5 times and then my thighs before cleaning my blade off and hiding it in the pockets of my jeans.
I wince at the stinging pain on my wrists and thighs.
I get undressed and hop into the shower, putting on warm water and clean my self and my cuts.
As soon as I am finished I hop out, looking at myself in he mirror.
'You're a mess' the voices whirled around my head.
'No one loves you' they continued.
"Go away, go away, go away!" I shout hitting my head multiple times.
'you're better off dead' all these negative voices whirled around my head.
I finally get dressed into my pyjamas and then head out of the bathroom and back into my bedroom.
I open my door to see..
Jakob
"I need to talk to you...", He trails off pulling me inside the door.
"I don't want to talk to you" I say yanking my arm out of his grip and puttting my clothes away.
"Samantha" He grabs my wrists, causing me to winse a little.
"What's wrong?" He asks letting go of my wrists. "nothing" I say pulling the sleeves of my jumper down.
"I know something is up. Tell me" He says sternly.
"No! you are not my dad! you don't need to know everything! now leave me alone!" I yell storming out of the room with tears filling my eyes.
Jakob
She storms off out of the room with tears forming in her delicate eyes.
I sit on the bed and put my head in my hands, I am so stupid! Why did I have to even ruin her chances with Chris?!
She deserves to be happy..
I grab out my phone and call Ethan.
"Hello?" Ethan answers.
"Come over now, i need to talk to you" I then hang up.
I put my phone in my pocket and wait outside for Ethan to arrive, I know he will if he knows I have something serious to talk to him about.
He soon comes and sits down next to me on the steps.
"You called, what did you want to talk to me about?" He says running his hand through his hair.
"I messed up Ethan, I really did" I sigh putting my head in my hands.
"How?" He asks.
"I was about to kiss Samantha when Chris came in, he took it the wrong way and dumped her. Now she is upset and she hates me.." I say as tears spill from my eyes.
"And Chris hates me too" I add. I hear Ethan sigh deeply.
"Jakob-"
"I know, you are gonna say how I messed up and how Samantha will now hate me forever. I get it" I cut him off angrily.
"If you let me finish" Ethan huffed.
"I was going to say, you should go talk to her and Chris, sort things out. We're in a band for godssake! fix things. If you don't Chris may possibly leave" Ethan says.
"You're right, sorry Eth" I sigh.
"No problem, I'm going to go inside. You comin'" Ethan asks. "Yeah, might as well" I sigh.
We go inside and I see Samantha laying on the couch scrolling through her phone.
"Sam" I say softly.
"What do you want?" She asks not taking her eyes off of her phone.
"I need to talk to you" I say.
"Fine. What is it?" She asks.
"Alone" I say glaring at Ethan.
He nods and heads out of the room leaving Sam & I alone. "About the kiss-"
"What about it? It didn't even happen" She cuts me off.
"I know, but we need to fix things. I am sorry I was just caught up in the moment and forgot about everything" I say truthfully.
"Look, I just need space." She says.
"Oh.. Okay" I nod leaving the room.
Samantha
1 week later
I felt so bad. Guilty. I have been pushing everyone away for a week now.
I haven't eaten anything in 2 days.
Chris still hates me.
Jakob has been depressed.
Tessa has been worried sick about me, even though she is out with Thalia 24/7
I start school tomorrow.
Ethan won't talk to me.
My life is a mess.
A mess that I can't exit..
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Imagination //Jakob Delgado//
Fanfiction'No one will ever love you..' The voices in her head spoke constantly. But who was the right person to come into her life? Would they be able to handle her problems, fears, or anything? "You don't understand" She sobs. ~Imagination //Jakob D...
