Imagination //Jakob Delgado//

//Twenty One//

A/N: GUYS, THIS IS THE SECOND LAST CHAPTER, NEXT CHAPTER IS THE ENDING, I NEED A VOTE. WHICH FANFICTION SHOULD I WRITE NEXT??

(a): CHRIS LANZON FANFIC

or

(b): ETHAN KARPATHY FANFIC?

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Samantha

'Do it'

'Don't do it'

Tears escape my eyes as I look at the 20lb pills in my hand and razor in the other.

I look at myself in the mirror. I was a mess, I wasn't pretty, beautiful, nor was I skinny.

Without thinking I put the 12 20lb pills in my mouth, swallowing them down with water.

I sit down, slicing up my arms 5 times before I start to feel nauseous. Soon I start seeing black splots covering my vision and everything goes black.

This is it.

This is the end.

Jakob

"Ah that was great practise" Ethan smiles throwing his empty coffee cup into the bin.

"Yes" I agree with a smile taking the last sip from my coffee before throwing it in the bin that was nearby.

We hop into Chris's car and he drives me back to my  house and we all head our separate ways until tonight.

I go into Samantha's room to see a letter on her bed, in fact on her now neat and tidy bed.

I pick the letter up, shakily opening it as my eyes scan over the words on the letter.

Dear Jake, Chris, Ethan, Tessa, and Leo.

I am so sorry things had to end up like this.

I appreciate all that you had done for me and that you cared and accepted me into your life. There has been some things that I have not told you that I am going to tell you now.

I hate my life.

Tessa and I ran away from home in NY to find a better place, we ran from our abusive alcoholic mother.

I can't deal with life anymore.. I have decided to end it.

And Tessa, if you are reading this. I love you, please stay strong. 

Please don't think about me too much. I love you all, and Jakob thank you for being the best boyfriend I could have ever dreamed of having.

I appreciate you all and good luck with the concert tonight.

Jakob, if you are reading this. Don't try and save me, its too late. Find someone who will treat you better than I did.

I love you

Love Sam x

I place the letter on the bed standing back. I stumble placing my hand over my mouth.

Tears welling in my eyes.

Chris and Ethan come rushing in. "Whats wrong?" they both asked worried.

"Read the l-letter" I stutter as tears fall from my eyes.

Their eyes scan over the letter their faces are washed over with worry.

They look up at me and come rushing over to me and hug me tightly. I can't take it anymore.

I bust into tears and Ethan pats my back while Chris whispers.

"It can't be too late"

I look up and nod.

I rush into the bathroom. I break down the door seeing it was locked. I am shocked at the sight I am seeing.

There lays Sam in her own puddle of blood, her head back on the bath tub and her phone on the stand.

I rush over to her phone and see texts from an unknown number giving her death threats.

Leigh

I rush over to Samantha vigorously shaking her.

She doesn't wake up "Sam" I say as tears come out of my eyes.

I call the ambulance immediately.

They come to pick Samantha up and I go with them because I can't let her die. 

-

I am in the waiting room, nervously fiddling with my thumbs. 

"Jakob Delgado and Leo Delgado" The doctor calls for us to come with him. We go in to see an unconscious Samantha on a bed hooked up to all these machines.

"I have to tell you something" The doctor says. 

Worry washed over our faces. 

What could he possibly want to tell us?