'No one will ever love you..' The voices in her head spoke constantly.
But who was the right person to come into her life?
Would they be able to handle her problems, fears, or anything? "You don't understand" She sobs.
~Imagination //Jakob D...
OKAY GUYS THIS IS NOTHING IMPORTANT BUT I ROASTED THIS GUY ON MY BUS, OKAY SO HERE IS HOW IT WENT DOWN,
MY SISTER AND I WERE ARGUING ABOUT WHO WAS GOING TO GET OFF THE BUS, AND THIS GUY HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY TO ME "Ladies first".
I LITERALLY TURNED AROUND, CONFIDENT AF, AND SAID WITH NO HESITATION, STUTTERING OR LAUGHING WHAT SO EVER
"Wow, I've never heard you speak so highly of yourself before" AND HOPPED OF THE BUS LAUGHING, GUYS I FEEL LIKE A SAVAGE, I JUST ROASTED A YEAR 10!!
(lol okay on with the story)
Samantha
We pull away from the hug, I am literally in shock.
Vlado was so much taller in real life!
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I look at Jakob and embrace him in a huge hug "Thank you so so so much! I love you, you are the best boyfriend ever!" I squeal and pull away as we enter.
-
"So, where do you come from Sam?" Vlado asks as he pours himself a glass of juice.
"Um, New york. My backstory isn't all that interesting really." I admit.
"I find it really interesting, your accent is amazing" Vlado says, making me blush.
"Well- uh thank you but it is really all not that interesting, all though I am finding Australian accents amazing" I give him a smile.
"actually I agree with Vlado, american accents ARE amazing" Jakob says with a smile.
"Well thank you" I smile at both of them.
-
"Well thank you for letting us come over, see you soon Vlado" Jakob smiles. "No problem Bro, anytime, and same to Sam" He winks at me, making me blush. He pulls me in for a hug and whispers "Make sure Jake treats you right".
I nod and smile at him pecking his cheek.
Me and Jake get in the car and head home.
"I guess you like Vlado now.." He says disappointed as we sit in the garage.
"What? No, I could never like anyone but you" I say. "You look at him like he is your fricken boyfriend, Sam", He raises his voice at me.
"Look, he is a friend and he told me to make sure you treat me right, he is like a brother to me, I promise he will be nothing more." I promise looking at Jakob.
"I am sorry I am overreacting, lets get inside" Jakob changes the topic.
I nod in agreement and hop out of the car.
I head up to my room and get changes into my Pj's too lazy to go for a shower and climb under the blankets of my bed and go to bed.
-
"WAKE UP SAMMIEEEEEEEEEEEE!" I feel someone pouncing on me. I open my eyes and see Chris and Jakob pouncing on me while Ethan is standing there laughing.
"Moooorning Babe" Jakob says innocently pecking my lips.
"Mmmorning" I say groggily.
"AWWW!" i hear Ethan and Chris awe in sync. "Awe Ethis" I tease them. "No, I am not gay" Ethan laughs.
"Neither am I, besides, I have a girlfriend. Wendy" Chris states.
"Wow, I feel outsmarted" I joke. "You should do cause she will be here to pick me up soon" Chris retorts.
"Eh, I am going back to sleep"
"No you're not" I feel someone yank me up from my bed.
"Noooooooooooo I want sleep" I whine to Jakob who refuses to let me go back to sleep. "I have a show tonight and I want you to come" Jakob whines back.
"I am tireeed" I whine.
"DO you even care about our show? I feel butthurt" Jakob jokes. "I care, I just don't care enough to want to not go back to sleep" I state.
Ethan and Chris leave the room leaving Jakob and I.
Jakob leans in and kisses me.
I wrap my arms around his neck while he plays with my hair.
He pulls away and hops off the bed. "Well, I gotta go to prac with Eth and Chris, see you later Sam" Jake smiles and throws a shirt on leaving the bedroom.
"Okay" I smile sitting up.
As soon as he leaves my phone dings.
Unknown: Stay away from Jakob or I'll kill you.
Me: Who is this?
Unknown: Jakob's Girlfriend.
Me: What do you mean?
Unknown: Stay away from Jakob or I will tell him your secret
Me: what? How do you know my secret
Unknown: You're pathetic. Your mother told me
Me: What? How do you know my mother?
Unknown: That is for me to know. She is going to hunt you down
Me: I don't know what you are on about? Please don't tell Jakob. I don't want to put any more pressure on him then I already had..
Unknown: Kill yourself, then I won't >:|
Me: I will
I put my phone down on the bench and write a letter for everyone and place it on my bed.
I head into the bathroom ready to end it all.
Tears slide down my cheek.
"I'm sorry everyone" I whisper before grabbing some pills and a razor.
