Chapter 11

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It's been a long time since I've heard any voices, I'm actually starting to question if I'm still... alive. It's given me a lot of time to think though, especially on the question that Victor was going to ask me. It's strange, as I'm losing memories, the memories I have with Victor are coming back stronger and more recurrent. I wonder when someone will come visit me, have they forgotten about me? What even is this state I'm in, I've never known anyone who has been through this before. I hope I'll be ok, I can't die. What would happen to Victor? Would he care? Would he move on and... love someone else? I shouldn't think of that, I know it'll be alright.

"Yuri? Any news?" Victor sighs as entering the curtained room.

"I guess not, heh." He laughs awkwardly as he sits down and plays with my hair. I love it when he does that, it makes me feel safe.

"You know, I've been thinking about that thing I was going to ask you those few days ago." Victor continues. It's only been a few days? He takes his hand away from my hair and takes my hand in between his own two. He playfully squeezes it while quietly chuckling to himself.

"Maybe now is the right time? I'll never be able to know." Victor says as he kisses the back of my hand with his soft, luscious lips. I remember that feeling from when I was awake, I love it.

"I don't know... this doesn't really feel right just now. Do you know what I mean?" Victor asks me. What does he want to ask me? I wish I could ask him but no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to say anything. I hear him get up and pull back the curtain to leave. He's leaving? No, he mustn't. My heart hurts whenever I'm not with him, it's like a part of it is missing. Please don't leave Victor, please!

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