(WWE) My Love or My Dream?

This is what's best

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*The next day*

Christie P.O.V

I hopped out the shower and picked out my clothes to meet with roman. I decided on my high waisted grey jeans and my striped green and black crop top with my simple cream heels. I applied light mascara and lip gloss and loosely curled my hair. After I was done I grabbed my phone and purse and headed out.

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Roman P.O.V

I'm waiting for Christie to arrive and I am still so nervous. I am still not sure if what I'm about to do is the right thing. Hopefully this goes well.

(Christie walks into the lunch café and sees Roman. She says "Well..this is it. No turning back now")

No P.O.V

Christie walked over to Roman and got his attention. He stood up and pulled out her chair for her.

Christie: Thank you *smiles*

Roman: Your welcome. You look beautiful. Its nice to finally see you again. I'm glad you agreed to meet me.

"Thank you. You look great too. Well I know I couldn't just avoid you and hold a grudge for no reason. I had a great talk with Jeff and he really helped me see things from your point of view. I had a lot of time to think and I know you did too, so now is a perfect time to talk."

Roman reached over the table and grabbed Christie's hand. "Yeah I have and i've been thinking a lot about our relationship. I know you don't know this but I spoke with Jeff about us before you. He called me during the week and Dean thought it'd be good to get him to come & talk to us. I just want to apologize for asking you to choose. It was very inconsiderate on my part. He really put us all in our place. And made me really realize how much you truly love me"

He smiled and rubbed her hands softly. "I should have been more understanding. I know we've both had our faults, But I love you more than words can explain; maybe we did rush into this."

Christie smiled at him. "I really do love you Roman. And now I know that I haven't been fair to you. You gave me your whole heart and I wasn't being as loyal as I should have been. Jeff told me to be honest and explain to you how I feel.. *sigh*so here goes... I am scared to commit. Phil cut me deep. I feel like I have a high standard to reach. I don't want to feel like I'm not good enough ever again. I want this to work I really do. But my biggest fear is getting more attached then finding out the feeling is mutual. But I know I shouldn't waste time looking back at the past when I have an amazing future literally right in front of me. I see a bright future for both our careers and we could accomplish so much together... Or on our own. When we met at first I was scared but I was willing to take the risk because you made me not afraid of falling in love again. You're the shining light and the sign I've been waiting for. I really believe that but I feel like it happened to fast and I couldn't catch up. You were incredibly patient with me. After me kissing Phil you could have left but you didn't. and I love your for that. But I know right now I am just not ready."

"Y'know a friend of ours told me that right now time is of the essence. And I've realized that...Christie now is not our time.."

Christie choked up a bit. But slightly cracked a smile. "I'm so glad you feel the same way I do. Time apart is what we need. We rushed into things and I was the only problem. I couldn't catch up. I have to admit part of me was hoping you still wanted me right now. But I know this is what's best."

Christie began tearing up a bit but roman reached across and wiped her tears. "You always know how to make me feel better Roman. This break is the only thing we can do. I feel like its best for me especially. I just feel bad because I feel like i've wasted your time."

"Nonono! Don't think that for a second. I don't regret one single thing. Because it has showed me how much I really love you. Through all of this I still love you the same."

"That's very sweet of you Roman; I never would have thought i'd fall in love again but you know what they say, if you love something set it free, and if it was really meant for your it will come back. It's going to be hard to be without you at times. Especially not seeing Seth, even Dean. Tough love really does make a person stronger haha"

Roman's eyes began to water a bit and he looked down. but it was no use. "I'm sorry Christie. But I know our time will come. I hate to say I'm single. as much as I hate the fact that I'm getting emotional."

"I can't believe it. but I know who I truly want. *tears fall from her eyes* see now your making me cry. One of us has to be strong!"

They shared a laugh and stood up.

Roman: Well it was nice to finally get everything out. I'm gonna miss waking up next to you.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist. They shared a tight, loving embrace. Neither of them wanting to let go. After they backed up, still holding on to each other they looked into each others eyes. Roman's breathtaking grey eyes looking deep into Christie's big brown eyes. They looked from eyes to lips.

Roman: One last kiss, to say goodbye?

Christie: You read my mind.

They pressed their lips together. Roman licked her bottom lip for entrance which she gladly gave. Their tongues danced together and their lips moved in sync. They kissed with the greatest amount of passion and they felt the same sparks the very first time they kissed. Time was at a stand still and they finally pulled apart.

Roman: Wow. How will I last without that

Christie smiled & wiped her lip gloss off his lips and wiped his tears. Then her own. They hugged one more time.

Roman: Goodbye Christie! I love you. Please don't ever replace me

Christie: I love you too Roman! Don't ever think anyone can replace you. Goodbye.

They went their separate ways and left the café. This was the end, but just for now. How will the future be?

~Time is of the essence~

A/N- OMGG :'(( I actually kinda shed tears while writing this. I'm so sad because I feel like my book is close to reaching the end, but let's forget about that. do not worry this is not the end for our favourite couple. Do you think this is what's best?
How long do you think this break will last?
and surviver series is only a week and a half away!!
Will they both stay single during this break or will it make them even stronger in the future?

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