"Hey kageyama.." The said boy turned to hinata who was looking straight ahead while pushing his bike. "Who do you like?" he said quietly, kageyama flinched and blushed and hit hinatas head "W-what the heck dumbass?! who asks tha-" "Just answer it Kageyama." Hinata had a hint of authority in his voice. Kageyama just looked at him and then looked forward again "W-well.....its you hinata" The boys eyes widened once he heard those words..the words he wanted to hear all his life from kageyama. He was in shock '.....why?..just when....*mute*' "I love you too kageyama!" the boy smiled and looked up..the problem was..that smile was Fake. Kageyama smiled back it was a sincere smile, Hinata blushed and looked away shyly, and Kageyama turned his head and kissed him, hinats's eyes widened and he kissed back shyly and kageyama pulled away and walked hinata to his house. hinata was quite shocked by the kiss from him, and he blushed again remembering it and but his mind went blank when he remembered something else..and he walked to his door waving goodbye to kageyama and walked into the house and ran up to him room and locked the door and roughly got a rope and hanged it by the window..but hesitated 'maybe i should wait another day and see how it goes?..' he considered it and took down the rope and put it safely in its hiding place and went to bed without eating dinner.
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Hinata walked to school and stopped in tracks and hid behind a corner and saw Kageyama and a girl..what they were doing made his eyes widened and tears pricked the edges of his eyes...They were FUCKINGkissing..He ran into the school making sure he didn't get spotted and he went to class silent and took his seat by kageyama's seat..what could he do..? he was useless..Kageyama came into the class and took his seat looking at the boy next to him questionably. but all there was silence from him and kageyama shrugged it off and paid attention to the teacher. To hinata the teacher was blabbering nonsense that he didn't really care about. the bell rung and hinata walked out of his class without a word to the black-haired boy. And he headed to the gym for practice and he opened the gym doors and walked in and saw everyone here 'too bad this is my last time here i'm gonna miss this place.' he shook his head and Kageyama also walked through the door also "wanna go practice our quicks?" Hinata "sure!" he smiled brightly and kageyama got a ball and tossed it and Hinata hit it hard. They clapped hands and said 'good job' to eachother. Everyone was gone from the gym aside from Hinata and kageyama who were cleaning, hinata was once again silent. Kageyama "whats wrong with you dumbass?" "Nothings...wrong.." oh what a lie, he always said that..nothing was fine with him..everyone expected him to be that happy go lucky cheerful guy...Kageyama grabbed hinatas shoulders forcing him to face him and was quite shocked when he saw tears. The only time kageyama saw him in tears were only a few times. Kageyama "H-hinata?--" Hinata shouted more tears coming down his cheeks "Everyone expects me to be that happy-go-lucky-cheerful guy but guess what i'm not!!!" his face was shadowed and his hands were clenched and he was shaking. Kageyama "Hinata..no one expects you to be happy..we all had a our rough times but we always get through it with the help of our friends" Hinata ".....you said you loved me..Then..WHY DID YOU KISS THAT GIRL!?" Kageyama flinched "you saw that?. and i wasn't kissing her she kissed Me she threatened me. so stop crying okay?" Kageyama pulled hinata close and embraced him.
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Hinata's tears dried and he stopped crying 'its too late...' Hinata smiled "thanxs kageyama i feel better now!" he pulled away and walked away with kageyama following him silently he knew something was wrong but didn't push farther knowing it would break Hinata, so he just followed him. Hinata got to his house and opened the door and walked to his room yawning inaudibly and closed the door and slept on his bed. Later that night, hinata woke up when everyone was asleep and silent tip-toed to the kitchen and slowly got a knife from the dresser and stabbed himself twice and he fell to the ground with a loud 'thud' and the knife made a loud loud 'clang!' and Hinata's mother woke up to see what the noise was and screamed in horror "H-HINATA!!" his mother ran to his side and picked him up and Natsu -hinata's sister- also ran down the stairs "o-onii-chan?!" there mother looked at natsu sternly "natsu..call the ambulance!" Natsu nodded and got a phone and called them and soon the Ambulance came and picked up the boy and carried him into the van and drived to the hosptial when they got there...they realized..they were too late..and hinata died.
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It has been two weeks ever since Hinata died and Kageyama is in hell right now..He can't sleep he can't eat he doesn't even have the guts to go to volleyball practice..he just laid on his bed motionlessly staring at a picture of him and hinata...Hinata...what a wonderful name to say huh?..Kageyama truly loved Hinata..but he wished he could have told him sooner..."Hey hinata..how you doing right now i wonder.." he said quietly and he got a phone call and reached towards his phone and answered it. "Hello?.." Sugawara "Kageyama-kun!! are you okay?! please come to practice!" ".......I don't know okay?..." Sugawara went silent so did kageyama. Sugawara "Kageyama i know you miss him but--" he was stopped by kageyama's sobs "i-i miss h-him s-so bad.." more tears flowed down his cheeks. Sugawara ".....were visiting hinata's grave....wanna come with us?" "......Okay..." he ended the phone call and cried himself to sleep.
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Everyone was visiting hinata's grave with flowers they all said their prays and words and all left but Kageyama stayed behind the longest. He had puffy eyes. "Hey hinata.....i wish i could have visited sooner ya know.." all there was silence ofcourse but kageyama cried again "I-i miss you!...i can't live without you!..your all i think about!!!...I really love you!! why the hell did you die you dumbass?!" There was a breeze but it wasn't cold it was warm. "I love you too...Kageyama.." Kageyama heard it and looked around but looked back at the grave.. "I'll visits again...hinata" "Yeah.." there it was again a soft voice kageyama continued to cry little did he know Hinata was right there hugging him.
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Finished sorry i couldn't update yesterday i was focused on my new book
