Stories with Christ (one shot)

Visions

I know I have not updated this long guys and I'm really sorry. These days I wasn't feeling okay. I was lost, I forgot God (Hate me whatever you want, I deserve it), I doubt him and myself. I lost my angels.. I lost my way. I began to curse in anger, I hate others as how I have hated myself. I lost too much that I break the whole picture. It took time for me to realized that maybe losing something is not that bad. Maybe God has a plan why he eliminated it from my life.

And about the NarOa gone disband? I'm sorry, I can't continue it. Yes I did love the ship but ever since you left, it starts to feel like it's not even a Love name at all. Talk about Commitment however I understand. We do have to move on. Although my books are still on going, God knows how much I feel lonely.

Im sorry guys. I was too lost and I have to be thankful for the prayers you guys give me. I really appreciate it. After all the books I've done, this series is the most lively in number than my other book. Yes I barely update this but I could see a lot had change because of God's words in this book.

Other than my own Drama, I wanna say to you all who had step out of the darkness to enter God.. "CONGRATIOLATIONS!! You made me and God proud! We're so proud of you!" Take it with pride! (But not to much) coz you had felt God's love. Only some were able to feel it you know.

Well so this chapter can finally start, I really don't have the right story but I will share u this experience I had last December that still bothers me until together. This happened at school and I hardly understand a single thing. Maybe you guys could help? Comment down bellow if you understand something

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Me P.O.V

Wednesday, the day where we do our worship in our first class. It's a routine coz my school is a Christian school and my Teacher loves sharing anything related to God. We place our seats on the sides and the center was left open and occupied. I wasn't feeling well coz I had lost faith in God, I don't know what I should do. I was expecting Ange would start the worship but she did not, instead.. My teacher, Ma'am Kristine was standing. When I looked at her, a lot of positive aura was driving across the room, like Harry Potter's Lumos Maximo spell where it splashes big then disappear (u know.. The prisoner of Azkaban? The beginning with Harry's Uncle?) well forget about Harry.. This is about God. Sorry xD

I thought she was about to say something about God but.. This is the words she said but in Tagalog. "Student, I wanted you to possition yourselves in a very comfortable possition, depends on which you are comfortable. We'll be meditating, its a way of removing stress and its possible for u to get a vision so once you do.. Pray to God."

I wasn't a foreign for meditation. I always meditate, it was a thing Leonard had inspired me from time to time, and it does calmed me. The only difference he do was he's in angelsit while I meditate in a normal sleeping or sitting possition.

And so I did what she told me once started. I meditate and I had recieved countless Vision. I will just share you some of the things I saw.

1. I saw a figure of a man with a... Cloak? I dunno. It also looks like a wings! I really don't know who but at first I though he was God but I wasn't really sure.

2. Was I saw Noah's ark. There is also a man standing there at the ark and he was happily enjoying the wind.

3. Was Jesus standing at a cliff. He was looking at me,all I do was stare.

I was about to cry but Chi (Jashron was activated) Tap me and smile. He knows my sorrow, he just smile at me so I shouldn't be sad. He was finish in his vision and he saw was a Cross in light. I already know why, even if he's not that relegious, but God knows I have a vision for his future.

4. I saw another man again, I don't know who but seems familiar. Maybe someone who no longer stays or someone I will meet soon.

5. It's A woman this time. I don't recognize any of them.

And the last finally and the most mysterious vision I had!!!

6... I was in a dark room, pitch black like a night without stars. Where ever I look.. It was black. An empty void. I continue to look around and saw a white human figure with a door beside him. I knew he was Jesus and his hands were stretched forward. The door soon opened, emitting a very bright light that blinded me whole. The last thing I saw was me reaching out for Jesus before the light itself conquered the whole vision, sending me back to the reality where I saw my friends crying.

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After a while I saw everyone fine but crying. And Chi and Jashron were just okay. I was suppose to tell this to you guys after the day but I was busy with assigments and all. Sorry but I do need a lot of help to decipher God's vision. Specially the last one! What's beyound the door? No one knows for something that glows is where curiosity flows.

God bless