To all who suffers depression, cutting and any other Suicide attempt problems. God wanted to say something.
Inspired by: God
Song inspiration: by MusicTheHegdehog
Dedicated for: mericcup_178_______________________________________________________________
Life is Hard
He knows it
I feel pain..
He sees it
I am only a piece of junk existing in this world
You are more than that to him
No one loves me!!
He loves u
I cant take it anymore!!! I wanna die!!!
He is begging you to not.
Humans like us are humans.. We sin.. We do mistakes.. We worry.. We get scared. We commit and do wrong things. We get deceive easily, That we think of wrong things because of our deceive understanding.
Some of us are very depress and wanted to end it.. But what if ending makes it worser?
God said "Live".
I myself doesn't know why he ask us to live even if we are already dead inside but..
He is God.. He knows better for your life..
So....
Lucile P.O.V
Thinking and alone I was as I stare in the wind. It was calm and gracefully dancing. I wish I could be in the wind... But thats impossible.
"Hey you brat!! Get in here now!!" I heard my brother called me. Sigh... This again? This is my life.. Well its worhless, its a piece of junk.. Nothing.. Nothing at all! No one loves me.. No one does.
Even my own family who think of me as a slave. I shouldn't exist at all..
With that I walk out of my room and quickly look for the broom. I began to move my broom with this hunger taking over me.
"Hmph... For a burden.. You better clean that properly" I heard my own mother spoke. My heart shattered than it already is..
Soon as I finish the cleaning, I quickly get dress and goes to school. I skip meal again. I quickly go to the school bus and didnt approach anyone.
"Oh look!! Muriri is here waajahahahaaja!!" I heard one shout in a very irrespective way. Sigh.. I didnt mind him as I sit in the back.. With no one with me to talk to...
No one cares right?
The school bus starts to drive again and a girl name "Rinoa" then sit beside me. Well she is also like me but she is more positive.
"Her Muriel.. How are u" she ask.
"Why ask? You don't care about me..." I told her.
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