Stories with Christ (one shot)

Dear Lover

I was so contented, so used that I never thought how it feels when I lose you.

In this world, nothing is permanent.
Everything has it's end and limit. Just like what Sonic the Hedgehog said in Sonic and the Black Knight "Every world has it's end, thats why we have to live life to the fullest in the time we have."

Although it's just a quote I hear from my childhood, I never commit that with all my heart nor do I understand what the blue blur meant.

I never really care...

Until I lost her in my life.

Back then I was a layback person, a carefree boy with no regrets inside of me. My life isn't really that perfect but enough to be called gifted for I grew up in a happy, loving family. Add that we are close to God? What's better than serving our Lord our Savior? I could already believe I'm rich. Maybe not in Money but in Love and blessings.

My life is okay, I'm already contented on what I have. For I live and worship God, he is always with me every step of the way.

Because of God I learn to be kind, to be honest, humble and most importantly.. To Love. Specially when it comes to "her".

Ever since I was a little boy, I always love this special girl. Since childhood she's always been my bestfriend, as well as my secret crush that kept for myself for many years. She's beautiful in every way. Long brunette hair, sapphire blue eyes under those long eyelashes, white fair skin that always enlightens anything she wears. She's like an Angel.. THE angel of my life.

At first we're just friends, the best of friends you could ever imagine. I remember how she giggled, how fast we would run to the grass as we laugh all day. We we're inseparable, but I never told her how I felt. School starts and she's always getting bullied, but I always come like her knight in shinning armor.

"We stick together as always and forever." She said, making a bond that I'll never forget.

Our love was strong, unbreakable and inseparable. Like it was secured by God's unstoppable plans, Happy and glorious those old days fade into memories. But apparently, we're all just kids who grew up way to fast, that a lot has change between the both of us. At highschool I decide to finally Man up, lets call it "God's Calling" why I found determination to burst out of my shell. But sadly when I tried to court her, she somehow disapprove and ignored me ever since.

I know her a lot, she doesn't like anyone liking her that way and although I'm a boy I know she hates men coz they mostly bully her for fun. Yeah, she broke my heart but that didn't make me stop. If you really love someone, you need effort to express that you're true. Even if thousand denials come, you shouldn't stop loving. Example is God, I broke his heart for my imperfections and sin, but he never stop loving me. That's how we should love.. To love unconditionally. And if you don't know God, then you don't know what love really is. For God is love.

I did my best. I appologize, I hook back our old friendship, I never left her and most importantly.. I never stop loving her.

One day her parents got divorce, and she has no one to run to. Due to Her family we're Atheist and they clearly forbid her on going to churches (Although I led her to our churches countless times already), she somehow doubt his existence. She was super depress, like an orphan she was alone with no one to call. I rush to her give her aid, telling her that I'm here no matter what. So does about God and his love. Happily she found hope in his words that she chooses to piece herself back together even if her parents were no longer together.