I'll always be here

Chapter 14

Julie's POV (The next day)

I walk out to go to VidCon with Chris and PJ. After much debating they finally agreed to go. I needed to get out of there. I don't know how much longer I could stay there. Dan keeps crying.

"What do we say? Like if someone asks about Phil." PJ asks.

"You say he's fine. And that he says Hello." 

I walk with my head down. I look up as we  walk to the back of the building to go inside. We show our badges and walk in.  I smile fakely and look back down. Then I hear it. 

"So yes, my first narrating people's life YouTube edition, with YouTubers," Thomas Sanders. He is doing a narrating peoples life. He hasn't done that since Vine died. I smile hearing his voice in real life. 

I force myself to keep walking. 

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Dan's POV. 

"Hi, Philly I am having some trouble staying positive,"I say trying to stop crying.  "But it's really hard." I look around. 

"I need you to be okay. Okay?" My voice is almost gone. "Please be okay." 

I start crying again. I wish I could be strong. I do. I just I can't. I can' t do this. I can't sit here waiting for him to be snatched away from me. I stand up and kiss him on the forehead and walk to the cafe. I hate leaving him. 

I grab a coffee and go back upstairs. I pull out my phone and start reading Tweets to him. Not just "Get well soon," But everything. I tweet: Hey guys Tweet to this- #YOPHAN - With something funny for Phil and I! <3. 

I go to the hashtag and reload it until it starts having tweets. I start reading it to him and liking tweets. 

I smile as I read this one: "Thank you. You made me and my best friend come together," and a picture of the two reenacting the first PINOF ending- where are arms are interlocked making a heart with our hands- I smile.

I retweet it, and even though he can't see it I show it to Phil. "Isn't this amazing? These two are so close!"

I smile and keep reading off Tweets. "I love you Phil."
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Julie's POV

"She eats the doughnut unaware of-" I hear a familiar voice say. I look back as Thomas Sanders stands there. Shane nudges me. "Of how beautiful she looks," he says in his normal tone. I smile.He stops the camera. "Hi," he says.

"Hi," I say.

"My name is Thomas," he holds his hand out. I shake it.

"I'm Julie, nice to meet you," I say.  

"You are friends with Dan and Phil right?" he asks. I nod. 

"Yep only reason I am here is because they are, well supposed to be." I smile a little.

"I'm sorry to hear about what happened to Phil," Thomas says. I look around. 

"It-It's fine," I say. Shane stands up and goes over to Joey and Daniel. 

"How is he?" He asks. 

"He's okay. I-I guess," 

"Is he awake?" Thomas asks. I shake my head. "I'm sorry," he says.

"I just want to find out who did this to him. Hr doesn't deserve it," I say. I look down. Someone comes up behind me, and wraps there arms around my waist.

"Hello," Chris says.

"Yo!" I say turning around. I smile at him. "What is it?"

"PJ left me!" he says in a fake wine voice.

"Oh well," I say and smile, "Chris this is Thomas Sanders. Thomas this is Chris Kendall," I say.

"Nice to meet you," Thomas says holding out a hand.

"You too," Chris says shaking Thomas' hand.

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Dan's POV

"Philly," I say working all my courage to say this "Please,  please please stay with me. I can't go on without you. Because, you are not just another person who I've dated. You are my everything. You are my best friend. I love you. I love you. I love you. I promise you I love you and I don't know what I would do without you by my side for the rest of time," I say full blown crying. Then he starts seizing. I quickly push the nurse button and start yelling "Help! Help!"

Nurses run in and push me out.