The Sound of the Rain was Never Louder

Make it Better (work in progress)

It's snowing outside.

Crow was cooking a green bean casserole in the kitchen. With some scallop potatoes. A buttery cheesy smell dominated the air. But was welcomed. I was excited to eat. Though eating with Crow was a one sided activity. He tried engaging conversation. Which was met with nods and "yeh". So many times I pondered whether to ask about the photo. But was always decided that it was probably a bad idea. Going in his room. Trying to find a key to leave. No context was safe.
"So I'll see you tonight"
    The fork dropped with a Clack! On the plate. Crow stood and grabbed his stuff. And left just like that. He never leaves his plate on the table either.. Did I piss him off?
So far he's been fairly kind to me. Man I'm such a shitty friend. A gloomy feeling crept up my neck. I spooned some casserole into my mouth. It suddenly tasted bitter.

   For the rest of the day I stayed in my bed. Playing a hand held game device. It was Pokémon. A rather relaxing time waster.
   As soon as Crow gets home I will apologize for what I did. Though I'm still not quite sure what it was to be honest. I glanced at the digital clock on the end table. It's almost 12!
  He never stays out that late. I placed the system on my bed. Making my way to the front door. Panic rippled through me.
What..
What it he isn't coming back?
Did he abandon his me?

Am I trapped here with no way out. I was suddenly aware of how frantic my breathing was.
   Reaching out I grabbed the handle.

    No way...

   It was unlocked!

  For a second I thought I was imagining it. Releasing it from my grip.
  Never was it open like this before.
  Again I grasped it. Pulling the lever down.
No doubt about it.

*rumble*

  Is that a car sound? How long has he had one? But it was pulling up close to the house. My blood went cold. This was my chance. To run away. Yet my muscles felt stiff.

*slam*

He's coming. I released my grip. Jumping to the couch. Curling up like I was resting.

  Steps approached the door.

Sharp wind hissed through the opening door. With familiar feet accompanied by it. Then I felt Crow sit down at the other end of the couch. Raising my head I looked over at him.
Crow was hunched over into himself. He seemed distraught, far away in his mind thinking.
An overpowering urge to try and comfort him pestered me.
"Crow.. you doing okay?" I asked meekly.
His moss eyes feel on me. He seemed conflicted. White snowflakes peppered his smoky black hair. Melting and wetting it. He looked away. Remaining silent.
"Is there anything I can do for you?" I asked.
  Crow scoffed out loud. He looked back at me.
"Why so suddenly? Caring how I'm feeling now?" He said
"I feel like I owe it to you.. Look you need anything or not!"
   There was a silence between us.

"Will you let me hold you?" He asked.
  An audible gasp escaped my mouth. A shiver made its way across my neck. That was the last thing I wanted to do. But lately I've been real shitty to him. And still he's been just as kind to me. It's almost evil of me to deny this small request. More than ever, I need to give back to him.

   I scooted closer.

   Then laid back into him. He moved his arms to hug me, and rested his chin on my head. And we stayed that way. Breathing and enjoying each other's company. Finally my senses began to relax.
  He moved a bit and laid his forehead against the nape of my neck. Hugging me a bit more. It felt nice.
  Then I felt him kissing the back of my neck lightly. And shivered at the sudden action.
"Uh- I don't like that."
  I shifted and tried to pull away. Suddenly I felt wetness on the crook of my neck. He started licking!
"Stop!" Its happening so fast. Before I realized it he was working on my ear. His hot breath in my head. He bit my ear. Pulling on it lightly with his teeth.
"Ahh! I gasped
   Movement at my sides refocused my attention. Crow was moving his hands under my shirt feeling me up! Which wasn't as concerning as me starting to enjoy this. My body tingling with pleasure, wanting to let this continue.
   Crow massaged my side with the tips of his fingers. Lightly pinching my skin. As much as he was invading my space so aggressively ,he was surprisingly gentle as well. Moving his hands up my body exploring it. Reaching my nipples, he traced circles around them.
They hardened and Crow plucked at them with his nails lightly as if he were stringing a harp. A noise erupted from my throat. Sounding like a mewl.
"Heh, everything I hoped for~"
My face burned with embarrassment. Then I felt his hands moving down. Still touching my ivory skin. I braced myself and pounced forward. Trying to hop away from his grasp. But he was ready. Aggressively and hungrily biting down on my neck. I fell forward on my stomach, pinned with him on top of me. His wet tongue lapping at the torn flesh. Turning my head I took a glance.
He towered over me. Grinning darkly, not trying to hide this hidden personality. Emerald eyes dominating my sight. Never before have I felt so anxious and afraid. Yet at the same time apprehensive and excited to his next move.
Lowering his head near my ear. He whispered barely audible, to make me listen. "I have you here, and own your body. But I have yet to own your heart."
Effortlessly he flipped me over onto my back.
"I want you to look at me. To not see obsession but infatuation." Moving his face closer to mine. I admit that he had an Intoxicating air about him. He placed a kiss on my lips, testing the waters and my reaction. I could feel his hunger, radiating of him. Still he was patient and steady with his actions.
  He move his head down to the crook of my neck. Baring his teeth against my flesh. He sucked and nibbled on it. It felt great actually. My own breathing becoming erratic.
   "I know you secret sweet spot~." Raising his head into my line of sight. Shooting a grin my way. I was curious, because I had no idea myself.
  Pushing my shirt up, he stuck his tongue into my belly button. My hips buckled from the pleasure. Sharply inhaling through my teeth. I wanted to stop any more embarrassing noises. But at this point I don't think I have much more dignity left.
Suddenly he pulled away. Smiling mischievously. Was that it? I was weirdly disappointed.
"What is it? You seem upset Sightless." He chuckled.
"W-why did you stop?" I stammered.
Crow face flushed red. He raised his hand up to his mouth. Biting his thumb.
"I want you to beg for me."
Reaching up I grabbed his shirt. Pulling him down to me.
"Stop teasing me and fuck me already!"
He pushed his hand down on my crotch.
"Pitching a tent huh?" Crow cooed
Crow unfastened my pants, pulling them down just above my knees. Then my boxers, fully exposing me.
  He nestled himself between my legs, in a prone position with his arms over my thighs.
  Taking hold of my length in between his fingers. Gentle as if examining a porcelain figure. I could feel his hot humid breath near it.

A slick wet tongue caressing my length. Suckling it with an occasional "POP" noise. Squinting my eyes closed biting my bottom lip.