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"well Connie wins because Lukey doesn't seem to know whats my favorite color! but at least he wasn't so far behind" Calum says rolling his eyes.

"im sorry baby" Luke says kissing his cheek which makes Calum giggle. Connor looks at the two in awe.

"well that is it" Calum paused shaking his head and also sneezed. " well that is it! i hope you guys enjoyed this video! i love you and good bye!"

"im gonna go downstairs meet you guys there" Connor says running out with his phone on his ear. Calum got his camera and went to his duffle bag. Luke stared at the floor remembering the words Ashton had said about him.

maybe this whole pretending isn't right at all. what if he hurts Calum? what if they take it too far and cant go back. Luke was worried about both of their feelings.

"Lukey i might leave right now to go eat and then to a hotel" Calum says catching the blonds attention.

"why a hotel? did Ashton kick you out?" Luke asked concerned about him. he didn't want Calum kicked out just because of him.

"no Ashton said things and i am being dramatic and going to stay at a hotel until he apologizes" Calum smiles which makes Luke laugh.

"just stay with me! dont waste your money" Luke says and Calum smiles.

"i dont want to bother you guys though" Calum says and Luke rolls his eyes at the brown haired boy.

"you arent and Mikey has been kind sad so Troye agreed to take time off of work so he can stay with him. so you would be giving me attention and time to shop with you because i did make a deal with you" Luke says and Calum smiles and hugs him.

"you are the best" Calum says and lets go. he runs down stairs to talk to Dan and Phil for they can catch up.

Luke lays on his bed and starts to think again. 'i cant be gay. maybe im bisexual? no i dont like guys. never kissed on- wait Calum did kiss me that one time. well. don't think it met anything to him. ugh'

they haven't talked about the whole goodbye kiss. Luke ignored it even though Mikey has told him that they have to talk about it. Luke just didn't want things to be awkward. he didn't really feel anything when they kissed because it was only a second. also he didn't want Calum to feel sorry for kissing him. i mean they gonna have to start at a point to make the relationship believable. Luke sighs rubbing his face and heard a knock on the door. he sits up and faces the door.

"you okay there buddy?" Kian says with a cup in his hand. Luke chuckles shaking his head falling back down. Kian sighs closing the door putting the drink on the counter and going to lay down next to Luke. "wanna talk about it?"

"can you keep a secret?" Luke says facing Kian. the tattooed boy nods with a smile.

"we have been friends since the beginning Luke! we were pen pals before youtube also we are technically best friends of course" Kian says and he is being honest. he wouldn't tell anyone a secret if its that important to them.

Luke nods and tells Kian everything. to when he asked Calum to be part of the plan to when he is confused about his sexuality and also right now. Kian listened nodding not judging his friend. Kian understood why he did it and would probably have done the same. also he didn't really care how he is faking it. i mean he himself is pretending to date someone because of his manger said he will get more views. its just business and sadly thats how it goes.

"look, i think you shouldn't over think it. sure its complicated and all but things happen for a reason and Calum said yes for a reason. so if something wrong happens then so what? you still have your subscribers to help you out or even Calum. if everything goes planed then even better! just dont and i mean this, dont you ever forgot who you are because if it completely changes who you are then something is wrong. i dont know if im framing this right but as long as you are good and happy then its fine" Kian says.

"thanks Kian means a lot" Luke sits up alongside Kian and hugs him. Jc comes in and coughs.

"i get that you guys are secretly in love with each other but you both are dating very sexy people so.." Jc says recording on his vloging camera. Luke pulls away laughing as Kian rolls his eyes at the boys comment.

Jc walked out of the room leaving the door open. Kian smiled at Luke and got his cup. Kian than started to walk out. Luke followed behind ready to face the fake life he is having and the secrets he has held from day one.

"im not ready for this" Luke whispers to himself but Kian heard worried about his friend.