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the next day Luke had now understood why Ashton had freaked out on them. the online famous girl had captioned her picture 'baby 💗' . Luke wasn't mad though because most of his fans put that caption on pictures of them two. he doesn't know why this one captures everyone. maybe because she had a good amount of following for everyone to freak out.

he had told Michael what had happened and he nods. a coffee in his hand sipping it looking down. Luke was confused on his mood and wanted to know what happened.

"Ashton screamed at you again for some misunderstanding. Luke doesn't that hurt you? because it hurts me and he isn't even saying it to me" Michael asked and Luke sighed sitting next to him on the gray couch.

"of course it hurts me specially since i knew Ashton for a while now. his opinion matters to me and to hear him say those things makes my heart break but i can't stop him for hating me. i could barley stop myself for hating me" Luke says and Michael shakes his head. Luke stood up standing in front of his best friend.

"Luke don't put yourself down like th-"

"no it's true Michael lets face it! Ashton made me realize something about myself. im not happy im fucking fake dating someone i probably am in love with now-"

"Luke loo-"

"Michael please stop interrupting it's rude!" Luke says and sighs. " as i was saying i am in love with Calum! how? god i don't know maybe the gay had taken over my body. i thought i was straight! then-"

"Luke please" Michael cuts Luke off yet again. Luke groans shushing him.

"let me finish!" Luke says already over it. "When im with Calum i feel different. i don't feel like the famous Luke Hemmings that is on youtube when i'm with him. i feel like i am human like he treats me as if i am human. dont get me wrong you do too but him he does it differently. his laugh, his smile, his eyes, the way he dresses, and his confidence. god Michael im in love with him every inch of him and it scares me."

"why does it scare you?" Michael asked and i sighed.

"because Michael i never loved someone like Calum. he's special and he's a male. nothing is wrong with any of that but  what if he doesn't love me back? what if i get rejected" Luke says and Michael smiled at him. he sighed rubbing his face with his hands.

"well there is one way to find out" Michael says and Luke shakes his head. "you don't really have a choice Luke, turn around."

Luke turns around and he sees Calum with Ashton behind him. Ashton face looks shocked as Calum's face looked completely blanked.

"um did you hear that?" Luke asked and Calum didn't move. Ashton elbowed his friend trying to make him speak.

Calum smiled at Luke but dropped it when he realized what is happening. he shook his head and ran out of the door. Luke's heart dropped knowing he had ruined it even more. Michael goes up to his best friend hugging him. Luke falls into Michaels arms not feeling anything anymore.

Luke didn't want to feel human anymore.